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I lost my younger brother whom I was attached too much with because we both had 13yrs age difference and I had been taking care of him from little girl like looking after him feeding etc.  He was doing his engineering 2nd year and passed away of heart attack (medical term given MI) at that time I was India and I couldn't believe that my blood pressure shot up very high like 135/120 or 135/110 etc and I started taking medication their after and time to time I experienced this shortness of breath. 

Before I go into that experienced I want to tell you about another experienced I had previously this was on January I was thinking of him seeing his photos and stuffs in computer and I just prayed to God and was calling my brother name and I was saying "Are you alright where are you and please let me know if you are alright" and finally I said please God I just can't bear this. I had this transistor (radio) in another room and the batter was down and my hubby kept it on and it had stopped playing. But Believe me as soon as I said these words I heard this song play from radio and this particular song was my brother's favorite song. I was astonished at the same time happy that he is doing fine somewhere out there. 

Now to my experienced finally. I took my medication of BP and that night I had this shortness of breath so I was awake till 2:15am and then I was exhausted and went to sleep. I had this vivid dream I wouldn't even say dream because it was more clearer like I have never felt on this earth. 

I was flying over sea and it was looking so beautiful and I saw two very bright golden glowing balls of light on either side of me. They were taking me somewhere I felt very happy because I recognized the glowing ball on my right side was my brother and the glowing ball to my left side was very protective of me that's what I felt. We were traveling very fast over the sea and I could sea the scenes very vivid it was beautiful blue water and suddenly I could see there is another see on other side. I could see we a huge wall which is separating both the seas and when we were near that we stopped. The glowing star towards my right which I felt was my brother he told me that I just can't cross this wall now and its not my time. Saying this this glowing ball of energy (brother) went to the other side at a very fast kind off lightning speed. 

Then I could hear/feel (when these glowing balls/energy/star spoke it was not like normal communication it was like telepathy) this glowing ball left to me say that come on we have to go back and at that time I felt this like flying or going fast and at the same time I just felt this pull/jerk in my physical body and I just woke up. 

This is my experience but I am not sure if its NDE and I would really appreciate any input to this thanks a lot.

 Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain      I saw this two glowing light on either side of me and its difficult to describe their appearance as what I have said is much less than what I saw felt towards them.

 At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    Yes I would say that I was at my highest level of consciousness and alertness throughout the dream and was more alert when I was looking down at the sea It was So beautiful I just cannot find words to explain that beauty.

 How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

 If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            Yes I would say that I was at my highest level of consciousness and alertness throughout the dream and was more alert when I was looking down at the sea It was So beautiful I just cannot find words to explain that beauty.

 Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Uncertain      I am uncertain because the colors and beauty of the sea and sky were fantastic.

 Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

 What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I felt very very happy and felt highly alert and I was truly enjoying the sea from top.

 Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Uncertain      I came to a wall which was separating both the seas. And my brother said I just can't go further from here and that I have to go back (it was not these words it was some that feeling I had and felt him say that it was telepathy type)

 Did you see a light?           Yes     I saw two glowing golden balls of light was accompanying me and I recognized one being my brother and after reaching that wall he had to go so he left but said I cannot go beyond this and that I had to go that's when this glowing ball on my left side told me lets go back and we both went at a lightening speed and at the same time I felt this pull/jerk in my physical body and got up.

 Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     I was flying above this beautiful sea it was very beautiful and I was accompanied by two glowing ball of light one being my brother and then we came to halt near the wall and there was another sea after this wall.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     the boundary was the Wall separating both the seas. At the time of experienced I didn't have any feeling but as soon as I woke up with this jolt and pull in my body I felt that crossing over means end of earthly life.

 Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         No      

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     I had the knowledge through your site. No it didn't effect my experience any way.

 How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I felt it real true and In fact I did feel that went to that place and my brother and one more light/being was guiding me.

 Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            That it wasn't my time yet and I am happy that my brother is Happy somewhere out there. I also learned that Death is not the END and it just the beginning of long journey ahead.

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            Same as above nothing has changed day by day I feel it more real.

 Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I just let go of my negative feelings towards others if that occurs since I feel its no use holding on..

 Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Uncertain      My prospective of life changed I believe in God more and I am more spiritual now days. I believe I have live to my heart content and I also learned that grieving, sad, angry and all negative emotions don't help I learned to be happy and live life to the fullest.

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     it does.