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Experience description:

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?

Yes


I was a child, and initially was puzzled.  I saw my grandfather at the foot of my bed crying for forgiveness. I arose and we "floated together for some time around my room, and he confided to me the he had not only molested my sister, but my mother as well when she was a child.  He wanted me to pray for his soul.

I did so, and never was visited by him again. I found out years later that the molestations were true...I continued having OOBE's until now with different conditions...

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?    

No


What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           Alert and Oriented times 3

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?   Initially, but there was the sensation of real time, and the sounds were clear and my body was on the bed lying next to my dog.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

With the first event, I thought I was just me in an ethereal form, like a window transparency.  A few years ago I saw my reflection in a mirror.  I was a diamond shaped glowing light.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Sadness

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           No, as I said, I could see, hear and smell as if I were really there

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    No

Did you see a light?           No

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

My grandfather, he spoke, and touched me I held his hand

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes

After a few years I could do this, but the events are too sensitive to discuss in this forum, you'd never believe it!

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes

Not in the initial OOBE, but I was an eye witness to an event that I found out that happened , purely by mistake

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes

Sharper

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             No

Did you become aware of future events?       No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       I'm more aware of my world.  I can sense danger, and literally smell evil

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

They were skeptical

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Sadness

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      Seeing my grandfather was joyful, his disclosures we not

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        no

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    Am I still having them , and how have they changed.