My dream was very clear and short.  I was sleeping in our house which we lived together before she passed away. I suddenly see myself outside the house in the parking lot which I sometimes sit and smoke or talk with my mobile. I appeared there sitting. I hear a voice. It was like a voice you hear on a science fiction movie. A sound which starts with low volume and then the volume increases. It is like the sound of a frequency. That's getting close, like someone is being teleported. High toned, treble Like zzzzzzzz and more. At its highest point,, ı see 3 or 4 lights appear, tall like 180 cms. Standing in front of me and they gave me the feeling that they are conscious beings with authority, power, I felt their power. They were there with me, for me. And at the same moment , they appeared my mother Appeared sitting right next to me, not very close though. 50/70cm away, she had a distance. She wore a white shirt and trousers , casual as she used to be. She just looked at me, No touching, no words, no smiling,, no love, at all. She was angry about something, disappointed, and she nodded her head from left to right trying to tell me.  Something I do is wrong . She was actually angry with me and disappointed. She did this face gestures. No talking..she gave me the feeling that she was not my mother anymore. I felt like this. She was something else but she was there and warning me angry with me, I don't know. This experience lasted for 10 seconds, at least I felt like this. And I woke up in my bed right after I didn't see their leaving. I just woke up upset. Cause she didn't even touch my face or smile or show a little love I was so alert right after What ı experienced ı believe was real. I felt their power. She came with those lights. They brought her. And took her back. It was so real.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?     No  

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?   Yes   

Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:     A thin sound increasing ,  explained above.  

Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?   Externally 

If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     Diff.     

Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   Yes  

Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   Just increasing from low to high

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?   No                   

Did you see the deceased?   Yes    Same

How clearly did the deceased appear?   Solid

How much of the deceased did you see?    All

Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?   A little younger than 62. Maybe 45,, 46

The appearance was the same before she got sick

How healthy did the deceased appear to be?    Explained Above

Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?    Exp. Above

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?    No                

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?   Yes     Explained Above

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?   Explained Above.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?    Experience was definitely real    Explained Above 

Was the experience dream like in any way?    No            I tried to fix some issues about me and my father

What was the best and worst part of your experience?    Explained Above            

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?    Yes   

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?    Yes    There is something    Explained Above

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?    No   

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?       Yes   

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?        No   

Did you become aware of future events?           No   

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?     No   

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?    No   

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?    Yes    Explained Above.

Did you see a light?    Yes   

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?   No   

Have you shared this experience with others?    Yes   

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?    No   

Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?    No

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?    No   

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?   No   

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?      No