Tatiana A's ADC
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The next
day I told my mother. She said that that day was his death's anniversary. He had
died three years ago.
Did you sense an awareness or
presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling
them ? Yes
Describe:
I could sense someone was standing. trough my skin and due to my heart beats
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe:
I heard that he was alright. He told me not to be afraid. He just wanted to say
goodbye.
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you
not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?
knew what was communicated but I didn't hear any voice
Is there any
possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at
the time of your experience? I knew. I didn't hear a voice
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
Where and how were
you touched? I gave him a
hug. A very strong hug.
Was the touch
familiar? familiar. Like he
always did.
Was anything
communicated by the touch? Yes. Love and a certain sadness. He missed me. I missed him too.
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience? No
Did you see the deceased?
Yes
Describe the
appearance of the deceased:
He looked good. Calm. Peaceful. He had no difference from his appearance when
alive.
How clearly did the
deceased appear? Solid. Real.
Alive.
How much of the
deceased did you see? The
whole Body. He stood up beside my bed.
Did the deceased
appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
He appeared the age at which he died but looked better. He died with brain
cancer. At the time of his death he was very sick. When he appeared, looked
healthy.
How healthy did the
deceased appear to be? as
answered above.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience? No
Did you smell a distinct
smell, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe:
flowers
Was the smell,
scent, fragrance or odor familiar? no. But was very good.
Was anything
communicated by the smell? Calm. Love.
Is there any
possibility the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source
present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?
No
How long did the
experience last? About 5/7 minutes.
Was the beginning and end
of the experience gradual or more sudden?
The beginning was sudden. When I looked he was there. The end was gradual. The
image was slowly vanishing.
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased? He was very good and he wanted to tell me everything was fine. He
was worried about me. Bu he always showed a tender smile on his face.
Describe:
He was very good and he wanted to tell me everything was fine. He was worried
about me. Bu he always showed a tender smile on his face.
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
I missed him very much so I cried. But I was happy to see him and glad to know
he was alright.
Did the experience give you
any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
Describe:
I always believe in life after death. I had some previous experiences. But that
one was the most powerful because I could touch him and because he was a person
I loved.
Have you ever made a death compact? Yes
Describe:
Made it with my mother who is still alive. Not with my uncle.
Was the experience dream like
in any way?
Uncertain
Describe:
About the deceased: Uncertain because I was in my bed. But I was awake and the
experience was real.
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from
your body? No response
Describe:
About the deceased: No
Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? It didn't. I always believed. That was just a confirmation.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
Describe:
They believed me. Yes, they were influenced. The started thinking about the
theme.
Have you shared this
experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
What
emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience?
Calm. Relaxed. Quiet. I felt good. Really good.
What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
The whole experience was good.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and information you provided
accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes