As time went on, I had a hard time dealing with Rogers' passing, on my knees, I was praying for God's comfort through-out Saturday. He had passed on a Saturday 7 weeks earlier. Sunday morning, I awoke still deeply in grief and got a hot shower and when I emerged, on the steamy covered mirror was a capital letter I and a perfectly shaped heart, clearly visible, untouched by the steam. In life, Roger  would always finger write love messages on the steamy mirror. I dropped to my knees thanking God. I was overwhelmed as nothing this paranormal has ever happened to me before. This message remained visible on the mirror only when I showered, for nine weeks as I didn't want to wipe it away. It reassured me he's around me...With great hesitancy, I finally cleaned the bathroom mirror, sad not to see my message there anymore but to my amazement one week later on another long mirror in this small bathroom was an outline of a penguin complete with beak and fins. My immediate thought was the kid movie Happy feet. I got the immediate impression from his spirit to keep going on, be strong. Roger always would tell me in our rough times to think of the birds in the air. I know for a fact this really did happen as my Roommate can verify both message and image. I don't care if anyone believes me but I thank the good Lord for my blessed, true events.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?            No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            No

Touched upon my sole, I believe with all my heart that there is a life beyond our current comprehension.

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   no touch, sensation of conformation of life after death upon my sole.

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?  I was alone in a locked bathroom

Did you see the deceased?         No

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

How long did the experience last?        each time I showered, the image appeared on the mirror, nine weeks until I cleaned

the mirror. (first message) Penguin image still on mirror until I clean it.

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         sudden appearance of message and image on mirrors at two different times.

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Yes

typical personality this is exactly what he would do when alive.

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  our relationship was kind of rocky, due to unknown heart condition, and when he died I doubted that he loved me as much as I loved him. This message gave me a very warm feeling that indeed he loves me still.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:           My roommate made reference to Rogers' distinct shape of the capital letter I. As a sign guy his lettering was uniquely his style. No one could duplicate that. I totally believe this as real.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           Thankful to God for a meaningful personal message from Roger. Filled with awe,  love. A knowing that there is an existence beyond death.

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           Yes

I still miss him horribly but I am coping.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      That this experience did happened, that's the best. Worst is he is really gone from this life and very much missed.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes                 Describe:      I can reflect on these messages and feel somewhat at peace. I'm always hopeful for more messages though.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     I know now Roger does indeed love me on the other-side, when he was alive, I had a little doubt of his feelings.

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?            Yes     I BELIEVE...

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?        No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Awed, blessed, grateful, that I actually witnessed this phenomenon, a personal message from my deceased boyfriend.

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           Yes

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Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Uncertain

The only knowledge gained was my own spiritual growth, and belief that even though my guy died, he was able to convey a message of love and an image of a penguin as an analogy to be happy on my steamy bathroom mirrors.

Did you become aware of future events?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?            No

Did you see a light?           No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            No

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     anyone who knows me knows it the truth.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?       for anyone who doesn't believe this, all I can say is keep an open mind.

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           Uncertain 

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Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    Please keep up all your good work for those of us who need you folks.