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I'm not sure who would believe this story. I'm not sure I believe it. I think of myself as a very normal person. When I was 3 my mother passed away. So besides pictures I have no physical memories of her. I cannot go into details regarding exactly how she passed, As I'm not 100% sure but I have heard several different stories. How she passed is unimportant though.
She has been gone 35 years and by most of the world, forgotten. Around 2 weeks ago I started thinking about her and felt a need to find out about her life and the questions I had regarding her death. I contacted her sister after 35 years and started getting answers.
Anyway about 3 days before this experience I felt a presence and she was overjoyed. I felt it as real as I breath. It was my mother and she was very happy.
So last night my best
friend and I are driving and I tell her umm I think my mom is next to me hugging
me and telling me its ok son. My mother is very, very happy. My friends jaw
dropped and she started crying. I thought she would think I was crazy, And she
thought I would think she was crazy but at the exact same time she was watching
my mother die in a hospital bed with the doctors working over her. We both had
chills and goose bumps at the same time. It was like a rush of energy hitting us
both. I cant believe it happened myself so I don't expect anyone else to believe
it. Yet I swear it happened and I have a witness that shared the experience with
me!!
Was
this experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
but I'll do the best
I can to describe what happened. Either 2 of us both went crazy at the same time
or something amazing happened.
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
...I felt
it......
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
It was like a sense or a very, very intense strong feeling that we both felt at
the same exact time. My friend said she had never felt anything like it before.
It was internally yet it happened to us both.
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
She sat next to me
and wrapped her arms around me. It wasn't physical yet it was.
Was
the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
It was a hug.
Was
anything communicated by the touch?
Its ok my boy or its
ok son....
Is
there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Did you see the
deceased?
Uncertain
I felt her and saw
her in my mind...No I'm not on any drugs......
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
very strong but it was
a feeling....yet that feeling made it real...I cant describe it....
How
much of the deceased did you see?
she wears a white dress
Did
the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
early 30's
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
very
healthy...absolutely beautiful...the most beautiful person ever....
Is
there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
No
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the
experience last?
10 seconds
maybe. It was like a movie that was being observed. but from both us we were
just both seeing a different movie regarding the same person.
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
sudden...It was
like a movie for both of us...It happened all at once...
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
with me she was
overjoyed happy, loving...with my friend she was dying and in pain...I think she
had to show that to her so she could contact me somehow.
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
I felt her love!
so very intensely...My mother loves me and to know/feel that was so beautiful.
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
Overjoyed/happy.......
My friend scared/sad.
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
I know my mother is
at peace...I feel it....I think somehow she had to feel her death to communicate
to me...I don't understand it.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Their was no worst
part...Except maybe that my friend had to see the bad for me to see the good.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain I'm not sure...I'm confused on what happened to us. I'm not
convinced 100% it wasn't all in my head yet it happened to both of us at the
same time.
Did
the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.?
No
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
comfort....Her drained emotionally....
Was
the experience witnessed or experienced by others?
Yes
My
best friend at the same time.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location
described above?
Yes
for
me no. For my friend she saw the hospital room, bed, doctors. everything.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Only the person that was with me.
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher
or web site?
No
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect
the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes