Sarah O's
ADC 1863
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I have had many
overwhelming feelings of Michael being there, but along with feeling him next to
me, this time a could also smell how he used to smell and I can only
occasionally smell it in his room even after no one has been home for hours and
he has been gone a year... he must be there with me. I have also had many vivid
dreams of him where in some we talked and others he just looked at me and
smiled.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
very clearly
Michael has said that he is always with me and watching over me and for me not
to forget the advice he has given me over the years... he also told me once to
get out of the house
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
inside and partially just having the sense... the house one was internally and I
heard it
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
I have heard both, but
this instance sounded like Michael... no it was a deep dark voice telling me to
leave
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no I was completely
alone at the time... I believe it may have been something other than Michael
telling me to leave. It seemed like a demon but I'm not sure
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Uncertain
I could feel him
beside me, his arm on mine
Was
the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
familiar
Was
anything communicated by the touch?
closeness
Is
there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Did you see the
deceased?
Uncertain
I saw him in the
mirror, he looked exactly the same
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
solid
How
much of the deceased did you see?
mostly all from the top
down
Did
the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
same age or a bit
younger
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
completely healthy
Is
there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
not at all possible
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
Yes
What
smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?
his cologne
Was
the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?
yes he wore it all the
time
Was
anything communicated by the smell?
a sense of him being
with me
Is
there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any
other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
How long did the
experience last?
minutes
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
sudden
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
he was calm and
happy
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
it was all around me and there was no other explanations
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
Yes
it felt unreal like
it could not be happening.. except for the smell which seemed very real
Describe in
detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I was usually thinking
about him
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
it made me know for
certain he had not left me
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
warm nice feeling,
remembering he is gone
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
makes me less
suicidal
Did you have
any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
that he is always with me
Did the experience
give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God,
etc.?
Yes
helped me to believe more in god
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
Uncertain
we had talked about
it
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
relaxed and peaceful
and no longer lonely
Did you see a
light?
Yes
in one dream I saw
him smiling at me at behind him was just light (it seemed like heaven) but
that's all
Did any part of
your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
some of the experiences... they thought it was cool
Have you shared
this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything
else you would like to add regarding your experience?
nope
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in
your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other
spiritual event?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
it was difficult
because I've had so many diff experiences
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. none :]