Sandy A's
ADC
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As I was looking at it, I noticed something out of the corner of my left eye, and looked up. Circling me in flight, no more that 10-13' away from me and at about 7' above the ground, was a large Owl gliding, staring right at me. Now, firstly, it's strange enough that an owl in the wild come that close to a human, but what is stranger is that I had always kinda associated my Grandfather with an Owl. (When I told my brother of the experience, I left out certain details so he could draw his own conclusions. Right away, when I asked what he thought of the owl, he said "that's grandpa".)
I knew the
moment I saw it circling me that it was him, and I felt overcome with joy at
seeing him again, and I wept. I stretched out my arm, and he flew so close over
it that I could feel the wind come off of it's wing against my face. He circled
me a few more time while I whirled around following him with my head then glided
down the valley and disappeared from sight. I knew right then and there that is
was him, and appreciate him paying me a visit when I was all alone in that town,
far from home.
Was this experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes
Did you ONLY sense an
awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling
or smelling them?
Yes
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
The wind from the wing.
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
no, the air was dead calm.
Did you see the
deceased?
Uncertain, I saw him in an owl.
How clearly did
the deceased appear?
perfectly.
How much of the
deceased did you see?
All
Did the deceased
appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
---
How healthy did
the deceased appear to be?
---
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
Yes, I suppose, there are owls in
northern BC.
How long did the experience
last?
About 45 seconds
Was the beginning and end of
the experience gradual or more sudden?
sudden -----> to gradual
ending.
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased?
Yes, I could feel that he was
watching over me.
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience?
Experience was definitely real
Please explain
why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:
Well, because of the strange
behavior of the owl, the timing, the association between my grandfather and an
owl
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
Overwhelming joy to see him again.
Was there any emotional
healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
Seeing him again, gave me
perspective that I had lost at the time, being so wrapped up in things with
work, and moving to this town, and feeling lonely there.
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
seeing him. It didn't really have
a 'worst' part.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Describe:
Well, if it changed my view
at the time, I wonder where I'd be now if it hadn't.
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes, I felt much better about
things.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Amazement, and joy.
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
They listened, and in the case
of my brother immediately associated the experience with my grandfather
Have you shared this
experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything else you
would like to add regarding your experience?
Nope
Were there any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the experience, have
you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which
reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in your life have
a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual
event?
No
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
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you may have to improve this questionnaire.
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work.