Sally
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ADC
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I just woke up in the middle of the night with the words "fly fly fly" very clearly in my mind. And I "knew" that I needed to understand what that meant. I "knew" (had an intensely strong feeling) that they had something to do with my dad, and something to do with Elvis (Presley). Hahaha. Don't laugh. This isn't an Elvis dream. I don't know who communicated with me - dad or God or holy spirit or who. But I felt that it was a knowledge, not a dream. I knew this was different. But I logically tried to downgrade it and tell myself it was just a silly memory or something...see below.
Anyway, what you need to know is that my dad wasn't one to listen to music in his life. And certainly not Elvis rock. But he did in the weeks before his death, listen to Elvis' early gospel music. We also played several of these Elvis songs at his funeral. My mom picked all of the songs out. So, when I had this "Knowledge" about "fly fly fly" and it being associated with my dad and Elvis, I just concluded that it must be stuck in my mind from the funeral a few weeks ago. I thought one of the songs on the CD that we played for dads funeral must have a song with fly fly fly in the lyrics or something. But I was CLEAR that that was the name of the song. And that it was said 3 times. fly fly fly. I told myself I'd look it up. Maybe it was significant to dad and he wanted me to know something about it. And I went back to sleep.
A couple days later when I was on the computer I looked up Elvis songs for fly fly fly and of course found nothing. Then I thought...maybe the Elvis part was just there to cue me to the fact that this was music - which I would otherwise not associate with my dad. So I typed "fly fly fly" into the search bar and found only one song. It is a song by a relatively unknown artist. I listen to Country anyway and would never have heard this song. Besides, its not exactly top 40. No one I know has heard of it, or her. (No offense to the artist.) But I started crying immediately as soon as I read the first line.
One other thing. When my dad was in the hospital talking to his pastor days before he died, he was convinced he was going to heaven to be with Jesus. (he was fairly religious southern Baptist). He wasn't worried about that. His big concern was how long it would be before he could be with his family. Would he be sitting up there pining away for us until we got there. And his mom had just died, a few months before he did. He was happy that he was going to be with her and his dad - who died a long time ago. He felt bad that it had taken so long for any of us to join his dad. Being with family was his big concern/hope.
Ok. So here are the words to the song he brought to me...fly fly fly...
Im in a blue petal sky of roses, daisies
spinning inside my mind
and as I float through the mist
the world below me seems so far behind
like I can fly fly fly
nothing seems to matter
now that youre here beside me
fly fly fly
When Im here with you I feel alive
and all the cars swirling by
in motion seem like they could be paralyzed
and the light inside me feels so bright
its hard for me to deny
like I can fly fly fly
nothing seems to matter
now that youre here beside me
fly fly fly
when Im here with you I feel alive
now that Ive settled into safeness
slowly, surely, unafraid
I want to soak in your love
till it seeps through my bones
I want to rest in your touch
pause in your eyes
realize that life is
beautiful when youre here
and I feel so open
fly fly fly
nothing seems to matter
youre here beside me
fly fly fly
when Im here with you I feel alive
I feel like he is telling us that he is in heaven in a blue sky floating thru the mist, and he is full of the light (Jesus) and he is with his loved ones, his mom and dad. And I love that he "feels open" and he has "reached safeness". I am so happy. It has renewed my faith. And my dad would have wanted that for me too. I don't care if anyone believes me or not. I know this all to be true. I cant describe the "knowing" aspect of it. It's not just a belief. It's core understanding that is hard to describe.
I cant tell you how strongly I know that he sent this song to me. My dad wasn't much for talking about his feelings. He wouldn't have been able to give me emotional stuff face to face in a dream :) He chose a song...and he sent me the name of the song, with the association of Elvis, so I would know it was a song. Otherwise, "fly fly fly" without some sort of explanation would have really stumped me.
How long did the
experience last?
I woke up and
just knew it. It was instant.
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
sudden
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
No
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
yes, just what I
said above. The message was clearly "fly fly fly" 3 times. And it was a message
of some sort - associated with Elvis and associated with my dad.
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
I don't know if it was related to God or not. So the religious aspect is hard to
determine. However, I can't tell you how strongly I KNOW or have a core
understanding, not just a strong feeling, that this message was about my dad. It
was something that someone wanted me to know. I don't know who sent it, my dad
or the holy spirit or who. I only know FOR SURE without a doubt that the song
was selected as a message to me about my dad.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
Uncertain
It wasn't really a
dream. I don't remember the subconscious part of actually dreaming anything. I
just remember the instantaneous waking up and knowing.
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I was asleep. I didn't
have a particularly meaningful night. I wasn't crying before bed or anything. I
don't this this night was special in any way. And I just remember waking up with
the message right on top of my mind as if it had just been told to me.
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
I know this came
from him. He is full of the light (Jesus) and he is with his loved ones and he
is safe. I am so peaceful knowing this. And also by telling me this, he has
communicated that his faith was correct. There is a heaven and he is in it. He
has helped me re affirm my faith. And he would be happy about that too.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
There was no worst
part. It was wonderful to get this information
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
already
explained - re evaluating and re affirming
Did you have
any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
already explained
Did the experience
give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God,
etc.?
Yes
I am re evaluating, re affirming my faith. I am struggling with my beliefs but
in a more positive way than I was before.
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes
just the song. I verified that a song called fly fly fly does truly exist. And
it is odd that the song seems to apply directly to someone who could be just
passing on. (It could just as easily have been about some crazy unrelated topic.
So the fact that it has some relevance is convincing to me)
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
"knowing". I just knew.
strongly. It was very clear. those words were clear...fly fly fly, 3 times. Not
2, not 4. Definitely 3. and it had something to do with dad and something to do
with Elvis. And in the minutes that followed, I remember trying to rationalize
it...well, its probably just an Elvis song my mom played at the funeral and my
memory is playing with me. I just told myself I would look it up on the computer
and see that it was just a song we played at the funeral. but still, I would
have expected it would have had meaningful lyrics. I knew there was a message
that was trying to be delivered to me. The only emotion I can tell you I had, if
it is an emotion, was certainty or what I'm calling "knowing".
Was the experience
witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
I don't know.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Only in the sense
that my "knowing" was a special kind of entity. Its not just cognitive. It is a
core knowing or complete understanding that is hard to communicate. This is
unique and special I believe.
Did any part of
your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
Uncertain
I'm not sure where
they were - whoever communicated this to me. But they weren't here in my room.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
only my mom and husband. mom understood and wanted the lyrics and was a little
weirded out. my husband was skeptical.
Have you shared
this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything
else you would like to add regarding your experience?
No. Just happy to
share.
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in
your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other
spiritual event?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
Please offer any
suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
no. very thorough.