Experience description:
AS I WAS
SLEEPING, IMAGES CAME TO ME AT FIRST SLOWLY AND THEN RATHER SPECIFICALLY. IT
WASN'T LIKE A DREAM WHERE I HAD CONTROL OVER WHAT I WAS DREAMING. THE IMAGES
WERE BEING SELECTED FOR ME.
MOMENTS AFTER I FELT MY DAD'S PRESENCE AND HE BEGAN SHOWING ME MEMORIES I HAD,
SOME I HAD FORGOTTEN. HE EVEN TOLD ME STUFF I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW. I HAD TO CALL MY
SISTER TO FIND OUT IF THEY WERE TRUE OR NOT. HE TOLD ME THAT GOD SHOWED HIM ALL
THE GOOD AND THE BAD ABOUT HIS LIFE AND WHO HE TOUCHED WHILE HE WAS HERE. HE WAS
SADDENED TO SEE MY BROTHER AND SISTER HAD SOME ANGER AND RESENTMENT TOWARDS HIM.
HE TOLD ME WHAT TO SAY TO THEM AND FOR ME TO TALK TO THEM FOR HIM AND MAKE IT
RIGHT.
HE ALSO WANTED ME TO WRITE A SONG FOR HIM. DAD AND I BOTH LOVE MUSIC. WE USE TO
SING TO EACH OTHER WHEN I WAS A KID. HE ASKED ME TO WRITE A TRIBUTE TO HIM AND
HE EVEN GAVE ME A FORMAT FOR HOW HE WANTED IT DONE. HE HELPED ME REMEMBER A SONG
I HAVEN'T HEARD IN MANY YEARS AND GUIDED ME HOW TO DO IT. HE GAVE ME A MESSAGE
FOR EVERYONE AND SAID HE LOVED US ALL AND HE WAS WATCHING OUT FOR US AND THAT
EVEN THOUGH HE PASSED 3 DAYS BEFORE MY WEDDING, HE DID GET TO SEE IT.
Did you sense an awareness or
presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling
them ? Yes
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
No
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you
not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?
I KNEW HE WAS THERE, BUT I DON'T REMEMBER THE SOUND OF HIS VOICE
If you heard a
voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased
made when they were alive? I
REMEMBER HE TALKED TO ME BUT I DIDN'T HEAR HIM, I JUST FELT HIM. THE LAST DREAM
I HAD 2 WEEKS PRIOR, I HEARD HIS VOICE.
How clearly did you
hear the deceased? NOT WELL
Is there any
possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at
the time of your experience? NO
Was there any
possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
NO
How long did the
experience last? IT SEEMED LONG LIKE AN HOUR
Was the beginning and end
of the experience gradual or more sudden?
BOTH WERE GRADUAL
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased? HE WAS SAD THAT HE HAD CAUSED HIS CHILDREN PAIN
Describe:
HE WAS SAD THAT HE HAD CAUSED HIS CHILDREN PAIN
Did the deceased give you
information you did not previously know?
HE TOLD ME THINGS THAT HAPPENED THE YEAR BEFORE I WAS BORN AND DIDN'T KNOW
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
DURING THE EXPERIENCE, I WAS CALM AND RELAXED AND COMFORTED.
Was there any emotional
healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
Describe:
I KNEW FROM THE THINGS THAT HE TOLD ME , IT WAS DEFINITELY HIM AND HE UNDERSTOOD
BETTER
Did the experience give you
any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
Was the experience dream like
in any way? No
comment
Describe: NO
BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE CONTROL OF IT
Did you experience a review of past events in your life?
Yes
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later? Yes
Describe:
THINGS THAT HAPPENED BEFORE MY BIRTH.
Did you
become aware of future events? Yes
Describe:
HE TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY ABOUT MY CAREER IN MUSIC, GOD HAD A PLAN FOR ME