Rowland's
ADC
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This is my story which I would like to share, everything I state is true and I hope this will help others in some form or manner. My helicopter instructor with whom I had a fairly strong bond with as you do when you put your trust in others was in an accident with student. I heard it on the radio one day coming home and some how knew it was him that was involved. On phoning I found out he had been in a crash when doing training and had received multiple burns, the student pilot had also been burnt on his arms but to a lesser extent. I was quite upset as I had a bond with the instructor over the years I had flown and prayed hard that he might make it. The accident happened roughly on a Friday and by the next week Thursday the pilot's condition had deteriorated quite badly while the young student was doing ok. I remember clearly that Thursday as I was in a field on my farm pulling out some small trees with the tractor when all of a sudden two orbs of light appeared , they where the size of tennis balls and I can only describes as a clear silvery color like a cell appears under a microscope except there was a silver shimmer. The two orbs seemed to hang in front of me for a while and then they ascended into the sky a a unbelievably fast rate. It was 5 minutes later that my phone rang and it was my wife telling me the instructor had passed away. Unfortunately the young student passed away about a week later. I firmly believe that that day the instructor had come to say goodbye before leaving this world.
I have seen small
lights around people before like little silver glowing stars but the size of a
pen tip but never so large and clearly. the instructor had a saying which I
believe is relevant and true. He stated "where there is trust, there is love and
where there is love there is God and where there is God then nothing else is
needed." Anyway this is my story which I hope brings you happiness.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
No
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
No
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
No
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
No
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
No
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Did you see the
deceased?
Uncertain
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
Saw their spirit - in
Orb of light
How
much of the deceased did you see?
Saw their spirit - in
Orb of light
Did
the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
Saw their spirit -
in Orb of light
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
Not apparent
Is
there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
No ways
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the
experience last?
5 to 10 seconds
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
Sudden
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
No
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
No
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
I saw this clearly with my own eyes during the day out on a field. I have seen
small orbs before but never like this. It was real, both sad and up lifting as
the person I believe cam to say goodbye.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
When seeing the orb I
felt sad as I knew this was him saying goodbye
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Uncertain
Maybe, his way of
saying goodbye
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Seeing such beautiful
lights and confirmation of spirit that lives on
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Describe:
In some ways yes
Did you have
any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Spirit sometimes warns me
Did the experience
give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God,
etc.?
Yes
as stated there is more to this life that continues after death
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
Mixed, sad for his loss
but happy that it proves that there is more to this life than we know
Was the experience
witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
N0 comment
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Uncertain
Did you become
aware of future events?
Uncertain
Sometimes I dream or
somehow know things that are to happen and then they do
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Seen lights around
people or appear before me - at times since around 20
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did you see a
light?
Yes
An orb of light X2 ,
the size of tennis balls hovering in front of me for 5 to 10 seconds
Did any part of
your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
Not sure if they believed me
Have you shared
this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything
else you would like to add regarding your experience?
Nope
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
I still some times
see lights from the corner of my eye that mainly seen around people head area.
Did you ever in
your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other
spiritual event?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
Yes, as far as I
understand it