My mom died in March of this year and I have been really sad because it was unexpected. I was sitting on my bed by myself my dad and stepmom are upstairs sleeping and the light turned on for the entire bedroom out of nowhere. Then I was in the garage by myself smoking at night and the lights were flickering a lot I just thought it was kind of strange then at a separate event I was downstairs in my bed and the lights were flickering a lot I kept telling myself that it was just something with the electrical in the house. Then I was sitting outside and I heard my mom say my name out loud. Earlier this week when I was home alone something was wrong or I heard a loud bang upstairs, no one home nothing there...

Was this experience difficult to express in words?     No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

          Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   My mom said my name

          Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?     Outside of me

          If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     It was the deceased person

          Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No

          Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

Did you see the deceased?       No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? Uncertain

          What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?          Cigarette smell inside the house

          Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?          Cigarette my mom smoked

          Was anything communicated by the smell?  I didn't associate it with CAD

          Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?         No

How long did the experience last?      Short

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       It was out of no where

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Uncertain

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   To real and my mom was a tarot card reader

          Was the experience dream like in any way?  No       

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  I was working online outside

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?     I want to know more

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain                 Describe:     Curious of ADCs

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?      No     

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Uncertain    

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?   Uncertain

I swear my mom promised to spiritually communicate with me when she was physically gone

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Confused

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

Did you become aware of future events?      No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      Uncertain

Ive always been able to sense sometimes see spirits no one else can see

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

Did you see a light?        No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    Told my dad

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?   I want to talk to someone

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes 

Out of body experience, astro-traveling

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.       My mom was a tarot card reader and I forgot until this questionnaire

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