Pawla's
ADC
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This
experience was not about me. My dog was hit by a car and was dying. I held him
in my arms while a friend was driving to the emergency vet. The dog was
whimpering and I was talking to him, consoling him. The moment he died, I was
leaning over him and felt a warmth pass through my body that was over him. I
was in great distress because I loved my dog, like a child, and he was dying in
my arms. However, at the moment of death, when I felt this warmth pass through
me, there was a peaceful feeling and a smile appeared on my lips. I will never
forget it. I knew that it was okay. When we got to the vet, I told them he was
dead and they said they would examine him. When they returned to tell me he was
dead, they asked if I wanted his body and I said, no. He is no longer there. It
brings me great joy to know that animals have souls and live on. I have no
doubt about that.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
N/A
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
N/A
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
No N/A
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No N/A
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Peace. Happiness mixed with sadness at my loss.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No N/A
Did
you see a light?
No N/A
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Animals have life after death.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes Don't think I am crazy, but it also involved another pet. I have always
had pets. I was in a car accident and I had another dog with me. The dog
jumped out of the window and panicked and ran in the middle of the interstate.
I could not open my door, it was smashed in. A gentleman stopped to help and we
were both calling to the dog to come. It was in the middle of an always very
busy interstate with 5 lanes. Everything was in slow motion and there was no
sound. I was on the side of the road at the time. I was yelling in slow motion
as was the gentleman who was helping. There was no sound of cars, no sound of
our voices, everything moving in slow motion, but no cars. My dog turned
halfway across the interstate to look back at me and I knew that I was calling
her name, but my voice was in slow motion and far away. She turned to come
back. She was "running" back in slow motion with no sound on the earth. Then,
when she made it back to the car, there was the sound of traffic and cars
appeared and were travelling fast. It was a miracle. Everything appeared in a
dreamlike state.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes They were amazed. I did not tell many people about the first experience
with the dog who died in my arms. I did not think people would believe me. I
told more people about the second experience. I am not sure if they believed me
or not.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I believe that the "soul" of my dog moving
through me at the time of death was to let me know that he lived on and to have
a peace about his death. I know that the event with the accident and my dog
running in the road was real and I picture it like it was yesterday. I am not
sure why, but can only assume that it was not her time to go or I even thought
that "God" knew that I would not be able to handle seeing my dog run over by a
car and spared me from that.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
Both
experiences were amazing and meaningful. Animals are spiritual beings that
continue after bodily death and I believe that animals have a purpose on earth
also and are watched by "others" outside of our realm of existence, just like
humans. These were not NDEs, but thought that this was one place to share these
experiences to give hope to those who love animals also.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real see above
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Uncertain
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
no
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Are
there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
My experience was not an NDE, but an unusual event with my dog's death and
miraculous survival of another dog. It would be interesting to hear of others
who did not die and come back, but who experienced unusual events during a death
or NDE or highly stressful/emotional event.
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EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION
My dog passed
away on November 11th. I had to make a difficult choice to put her to sleep as
she had bone cancer and I felt I had no choice left but to let her go .I asked
the Creator to take care of her and I prayed a lot . I missed her terribly and
worried that I had made the wrong choice . I had an experience during my sleep.
I had woke up around 6:30 am and decided to fall back to sleep, I was then
suddenly jolted awake .I remember feeling totally aware that I was surrounded by
darkness but I was not alarmed or frightened by this. I said to myself " I must
be dying?" I felt sad suddenly for my family as it was close to Christmas. I
then saw a tunnel. It was black with beautiful blue lights around it that
twinkled. My dog came through the tunnel towards me she was excited to see me as
I was her .I remember her jumping into me and I was able to touch her. I felt so
much happiness! She then turned and ran up into the tunnel. I followed her
upwards and saw a light at the end of the tunnel. I felt pulled upwards, like
there was a magnet drawing me up. I then felt a presence of someone or something
I wasn't sure...but it was blocking me from going any further. I heard a voice
that softly said "no." I felt like I was propelled backwards into my body. I
wanted to try again. I tried three separate times to go up to the light. There
was an impression of a huge hand in the tunnel that I saw during this period it
was full of different soft colors that changed and blended together. I finally
gave in and felt like I was thrown back into my body. I had difficulty moving my
arms and legs at first and was worried that I may have had a stroke, but I got
up out of bed shortly after that.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
I then felt a
presence of someone or something I wasn't sure...but it was blocking me from
going any further. I then heard a voice that softly said "no."
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated? I
distinctly heard the word "no" it was an external voice.
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
the deceased was my dog
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no I live alone
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
I'm not sure as
I was asleep.
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
My dog jumped into
me. I ran my fingers through her fur.
Was
the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
It was familiar. It
felt as if she were alive and I was touching her.
Was
anything communicated by the touch?
I felt joy.
Is
there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no as I was alone in my
room ,sleeping.
Did you see the
deceased?
Yes
My dog was totally
grey in her face when she died. When I saw her ,the grey was not as apparent and
she looked younger.
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
She felt solid but yet
I knew we were both transparent .I'm not sure if it makes sense it is hard to
describe
How
much of the deceased did you see?
I saw all of her.
Did
the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
My dog was totally
grey in her face when she died. When I saw her ,the grey was not as apparent and
she looked younger.
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
My dog had fallen the
night before and cracked the bone in her leg. The cancer had spread into her
shoulder and she was having difficulty walking. When I saw during my experience
she was running at full speed towards me. I felt the impact as she jumped into
me.
Is
there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no, I was in my room by
myself sleeping.
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No comment
What
smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?
no
Was
the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?
n/a
Was
anything communicated by the smell?
n/a
Is
there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any
other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
n/a
How long did the
experience last?
I'm not sure. It
was 6:30 am on the clock ,I remember checking it before I went back to sleep.
When I got out of my bed after the experience it was 8:30am.I am not sure when
it began though.
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
It began and
ended very suddenly. I was extremely aware through the whole thing.
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
joy and happiness
and a sense like she wanted me to go with her
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
no
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
It felt like I was totally aware and awake , like I had been sleeping in a deep
sleep but then totally awake.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
It felt like I was
totally aware and awake , like I had been sleeping in a deep sleep but then
totally awake.
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I felt sadness at first
as I thought of leaving my family at Christmas time. I felt compelled and
excited to go up into the light with my dog. I also felt pulled upwards like
being pulled by a magnet. After I felt alert but slightly frightened as I had
difficulty moving my arms and legs.
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
I knew my dog was in
a better place.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
I miss my dog, but I
know that she'll be there along with other family when I go.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I feel more at
peace .At times during the day sometimes I have felt supreme joy, this feeling
comes out of nowhere.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I feel more at peace with my own death. Before I was scared of it.
Did
the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.?
No
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
I
felt sad that I could not be with my dog . I miss her, she was a good friend to
me .
Was
the experience witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
I
felt very present.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
I
have had things move in my room. I have also heard my dog follow me up the
stairs...I heard her tags on her collar jingle. I turned around to look and
there was nothing there.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I
felt as if I had no body but sensed I was there.
Did
you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
Yes
then
felt a presence of someone or something I wasn't sure...but it was blocking me
from going any further. I then heard a voice that softly said "no." I felt like
I was propelled backwards into my body. I wanted to try again, I tried three
separate times to go up to the light. There was an impression of a huge hand in
the tunnel that I saw during this period it was full of different soft colors
that changed and blended together. It blocked me from following my dog.
Did
you see a light?
Yes
It
was a bright light at the end of a tunnel. I felt like it resembled the moon.
Did
any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location
described above?
Yes
in a
tunnel
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes I have told a friend and two family members. They believed me. I'm not
sure if they were influenced or not?
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher
or web site?
No
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect
the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
Yes
yes
I have sensed other family members that have passed. I have felt someone holding
my hand. I have also smelled my grandma's perfume.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes