My mother was admitted into the hospital for a few days. For years her health had been very delicate, but I didn’t think she was going to die.  Three days before she died, she was awake and conscious, and she asked me why there  were so many people there (there were only she and I and her roommates).  I asked her where so many people were and she told me in the pig enclosure (during the war she had to live with her parents and sibling in the cattle stalls because the house had burned.)

I kept thinking that everything was okay, but on the 12th of September of 2017, they moved her to a private room due to the seriousness of her condition and she slept and did not wake up again.

I did not lose hope and I spent the whole day giving her massage, kisses because I thought she could still eliminate liquids and survive. Throughout the night I stayed alone with her and I can say I did not go to sleep. I had a vision of several men dressed in black suits, six or eight, perhaps, next to the bathroom door, with their arms lowered in a position of waiting. At that moment, I knew they were coming to take her away and that there was no turning back. I felt dread. I have never been so afraid.

My mother died at 8:23, after I told her with all of the pain in my heart that she could leave. When she died, an outpouring of rest and happiness remained.

On the 20th of January, 2018, it was my birthday and I was so sad that I just wanted to die. I fell asleep exhausted from so much crying.

I woke up at dawn, and I saw my mother at the foot of the bed, as if she were 50 years old, with black hair and on her feet without any problems with her legs.  (My mother died when she was almost 84, with white hair; she could not stand on her feet because she was already walking with a walker and using a wheelchair). She transmitted much peace to me.

As a result of all this, I have read a great deal, and I have asked that if she wants to communicate, that at that moment she does it in dreams, because all of this is as if I were going crazy.

Last Thursday, she appeared in my dream and addressed me face to face. She said, “You have been kind and affectionate with me.” A man appeared together with her, who appeared to be her father, my grandfather. I don’t remember him well because he was young and he died when I was small. But I associated him in the dream like that.

Mi madre estaba ingresada en el hospital desde hacía unos días, estaba muy delicada de salud desde hace años pero yo no pensé que fuera a morir, tres días antes de morir ella estaba despierta y consciente y me dijo que por qué había tanta gente(solo estábamos ella y yo y sus compañeros de habitación) le pregunté que donde había tanta gente y me dijo que en la paridera( durante la guerra tuvieron que vivir ella, sus padre y sus hermanos en una paridera de ganado porque les quemaron la casa). 

Yo seguía pensando que todo estaba bien pero el día 12 de septiembre de 2017 la trasladaron a una habitación individual ante la gravedad, ya estaba dormida y no volvió a despertar.

No perdí la esperanza y estuve todo el día dándole masajes, besos porque creía que aún podía eliminar líquidos y sobrevivir, por la noche me quedé sola con ella y puedo decir que no me dormí, tuve una visión junto a la puerta del baño de varios hombres de pie vestidos de traje negro, seis u ocho tal vez con los brazos hacia abajo en posición de espera, en ese momento supe que venían a llevársela y no había vuelta atrás, sentí pavor. Nunca he sentido tanto miedo.

Mi madre expiró a las 8,23 después de decirle que se podía ir, con todo el dolor de mi corazón. Cuando expiró le quedó un gesto de descanso y felicidad.

El 20 de enero de 2018 fue mi cumpleaños y estaba tan triste que solo quería morirme, me dormí agotada de tanto llorar.

Me desperté de madrugada y vi a mi madre a los pies de la cama como si tuviera 50 años(mi madre murió casi con 83 y con el pelo blanco, no podía estar de pie porque ya iba con andador y silla de ruedas)con el pelo negro y de pie sin ningún defecto en las piernas. Me transmitió mucha paz.

A raíz de todo esto he leído mucho y le he pedido por favor que si quiere comunicarse que de momento lo haga en sueños porque todo esto es como si me estuviera volviendo loca.

El jueves pasado apareció en mi sueño y se dirigió a mi cara a cara, me dijo’’has sido buena y cariñosa conmigo’’junto a ella aparecía un señor que parecía su padre, mi abuelo, no lo recuerdo bien porque era joven y murió cuando yo era pequeña pero lo asocié en el sueño así.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      When I felt terror that they were coming to seek her.  Cuando sentí el terror de que venían a buscarla

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal  I felt dread and I had never before felt such a strong sensation. Sentí pavor y yo nunca antes había sentido esa sensación tan fuerte

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I was only focusing on this. Solo enfocaba esto

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   No I didn’t hear anything.  oía nada

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Terror  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   No  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. I saw people who, though they had a human appearance, were immobile.

Vi a estas personas que aunque tenían apariencia humana estaban inmoviles

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   Yes   Several men with lowered arms in a position of waiting, in black suits and ties.
Varios hombres con los brazos hacia abajo en posición de espera con trajes y corbatas negras

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes  I didn’t know them. No los conocia

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes  Yes, when my mother appeared later to transmit tranquility to me.
Si cuando mi madre aparece m sed más tarde para transmitirme tranquilidad

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes  The bond that I had with my mother was very special and the channel of communication that I have with her is only possible through the love that I feel toward her.
El vínculo que tenía con mi madre era muy especial y el canal de comunicación que tengo con ella solo es posible a través del amor que siento hacia ella

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   From the full experience, I can say that the Lord is the link.
De la experiencia completa puedo decir que el señor es el vínculo

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience  

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the time of the experience  

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   I believe firmly in the Hereafter. I believe that life on the other side is perfection and that the material life is for perfecting ourselves. I am more receptive to all of these experience and to communicate them.
Creo firmemente en el Más Allá, creo que la vida al otro la di es la perfección y que en la vida material estamos para perfeccionarnos. Soy más receptiva a todas estas experiencias y a comunicarlas
 

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Belief in the parallel world of the Hereafter.
Creencia en un mundo paralelo o el Mad allá

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No 

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     The appearance of my mother.
La aparicion de mi madre

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  Yes. A few others.
Unas horas.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   I thought I was going crazy.
Pensé que me estaba volviendo loca

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I try to analyze everything and I am aware of what I can grasp because I would like to understand more, to have greater knowledge.
Intento analizar todo y estoy pendiente de lo que puedo captar porque me gustaría comprender mejor, tener un mayor conocimiento

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   No  

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes  Yes, even though it is easier to relate this and express it personally than in writing.
Si aunque es más fácil relatar y expresar esto personalmente que por escrito