Melanie R ADC
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My father was seriously ill in the hospital. My mother had called me to tell me that my Dad was asking for me. I wasn't able to get to the hospital until the next day. I was very anxious about going to see him the next day. I went to bed shortly after putting my two young children to sleep.
I fell asleep as usual and woke up to see a shadow walk around the room. I knew it was my father. I looked at the clock and it read 2:30am. I then drifted above my body and noticed I wasn't afraid. I then traveled through a tunnel with a bright white light. It was nothing that I have ever seen. I felt Love, pure Love. I saw my father and a beloved uncle that had passed years before. No words were spoken but I understood everything. I knew my father and uncle were fine. I felt love like never before. I also knew nothing was judged, just the purest love. It's hard to put it in words because there are no earthly words for it. I wanted to stay where I was, but was 'told' I couldn't and that I had children to take care of. It wasn't in words, it was a telepathic knowing. I begged again and was 'told' again, I couldn't stay there now. I quickly went back through the tunnel.
I remember waking up to the telephone ringing. I
started to cry because I knew my father passed. It was my mother saying what I
already knew. I was crying so hard and I asked her what time it was when he
passed. She said about 2:30 in the morning. I cried and cried that day, I was
remembering what happened during the night. I knew my father wanted to let me
know that he was alright.
At the time of
your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes No words were
spoken, it was an all knowing, kind of telepathic experience.
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
Around 2:30 am, at the
white light.
How did
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare
to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
I knee everything! I knew no judgments, and felt everything was what it
was supposed to be.
Please compare
your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
To see that bright
white light was nothing that occurs on Earth.
Please compare
your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Don't remember
hearing anything, no words were spoken.
Did you see or
hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes I saw
myself on the bed sleeping before I went through the tunnel.
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
Love, love, love, understanding of all
things!
Did you pass
into or through a tunnel? Yes
When passing through the tunnel I could see the brightest whitest light I
have ever seen.
Did you see an
unearthly light? Yes
Whitest brightest light that is never seen on Earth, and it had an all
knowing.
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?
I encountered a definite being, or a
voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
The mystical being was the white light, and it knew everything, it knew
all just like I did.
Did you
encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are
described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did you
encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
Yes My father and my
uncle.
Did you become
aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did you seem to
enter some other, unearthly world?
A clearly mystical or unearthly
realm
A realm of souls and that they
all loved. The 'feeling' was an al encompassing love. No space, no time.
Did
time seem to speed up or slow down?
No
Did you suddenly seem to understand
everything?
Everything about the universe
Hard to explain, but I felt, 'saw' love and understanding. Judgments
weren't in the equation.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you come to
a border or point of no return?
I came to a barrier that I was not
permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Did scenes from the future come
to you? No
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting
that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life ("life
after death")? Yes
I knew that Love was everything. That I would experience that realm
again.
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a
supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Yes I experienced a
Supreme Being that was everything.
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
Yes That Love with no
judgments was the way to live. And that I would be back.
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
Yes That
a unity of all exists there.
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding
earthly life’s meaning or purpose?
Yes
During your experience, did you
encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your
experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding
love? Yes
That love is everything and that it must be strived for on Earth.
During your
experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that
you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly
lives? No
Did you have a
sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
Yes Again, it was love
and that other things will be revealed.
What occurred
during your experience included:
Content that was entirely not consistent with
the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I
learned about non judgmentalness, and that love is the main thing.
How accurately
do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred
around the time of the experience?
I remember the experience as accurately as
other life events that occurred around the time of the ex
I remember it as if it happened yesterday.
Discuss any changes that might
have occurred in your life after your experience:
My whole attitude changed. Before my
experience I did not feel like we were all one. Now I know that we are one, all
'children' on a path to learn the real meaning of love. And to love one another,
that we are all striving for love.
My experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes I became more
sensitive to love and I think I have touched more people with that love.
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?
Yes I can receive
unspoken messages. If I really concentrate on it, I can 'see' the future and
'know' how people are doing.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially
meaningful or significant to you?
Knowing that there is something more after
death, and to make my life on Earth that much better!
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes A day or two after
I told my husband. He didn't seem too interested.
Did you have
any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you
believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened: Experience was
definitely real Because during that experience, I felt
and saw things in the moment. I had never felt or saw things like that before or
since.
What do you
believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
Like I said I was fully aware of what happened during my experience and
have never felt like that since. I know it was real.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
My relationships have more depth and I know when people are
being real or not.
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result
of your experience?
Yes My spiritual belief
stronger. I absolutely know there is something more after earthly living and
that Being is so far beyond anything we will ever know while here. No words can
explain the peace we will someday know, and the purest, most unconditional love
ever known.
At any
time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else that you
would like to add about your experience?
I would just like to reiterate that the love,
understanding and knowing is something I have never known before or since. I get
little pieces of 'knowledge' randomly. I pay attention to those. Sometimes they
are overwhelming and can't quite 'hear' the total message. It happens a lot.
Did the
questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience? Yes
I did my best to put my experience in to words. How do you describe
something that has no words?
What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you?
More research so that more people would come forward and share. Also, my experience follows a NDE to a tee, but I was in no emergency situation. That's one reason why I've never pursued it before.