As I was coming awake, I was aware of the silhouette of my husband at the bottom of the bed, standing. Crystal beads of light was the silhouette. I remember thinking

oh, my, Punkin, you have put weight back on, as he was so thin when he died...as I fully awoke, it was gone. I wish to this day, it had lasted longer.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?     No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

Did you see the deceased?       Yes

silhouette surrounded by crystal bright light, incredible

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            only the form, black, with crystal light around him, it was pitch black in the bedroom

            How much of the deceased did you see?       All of him

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?           had his post illness weight, but only silhouette, no features

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            looked as he had in past, his weight, emaciated when he passed.

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   Absolutely NOT

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

How long did the experience last?      seconds

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       as I was awakening, from a deep sleep, steps coming up, last step before fully conscious

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          No

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  No

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   I am not a drama queen. this was only the first of many contacts from him.

          Was the experience dream like in any way?  No


Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

he did whatever he could to assure me he is ok

What was the best and worst part of your experience?          didn't last long enough, and that I knew he is still spiritually alive

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          wish more, very distraught over his death, but felt so loved by him

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

Did you become aware of future events?      No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

Did you see a light?        Yes

outline of him in crystal light

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    only people I know are of the same plane, same experiences with their loved ones

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?   wish there were many more..so hard to go one without him

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.       very good, thank you