Maria T's
ADC
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Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience:
No
Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
Yes
Did you
experience a separation of consciousness from your body?
Yes
Describe
your appearance or form apart from your body:
I was in a totally different place and I can remember coming back to my bedroom
and seeing mom standing at my door and myself on my bed asleep. I reentered
body and woke up to go to school.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
confusion, sadness, peace that grandfather's pains were at end, guilt cause I
didn't say goodbye and I love you but in a way I actually did and that smile
from him was the acknowledgement from him that he knew.
Did you
hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Yes. I heard monitors flat line and doctor's and nurses talking and trying to
save my grandfather. Those were things I had never heard in a hospital before.
Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Yes
Describe:
Doctors and nurses and people in waiting rooms. But the only one who actually
saw me was my grandfather as his spiritual self left the body behind.
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes
Describe:
Yes the doctors and nurses did TRY to use the paddle shock things to bring my
grandfather back from a flat line on the monitors. My aunt and uncle were in
the waiting room.
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Describe:
Yes, no one other than grandfather's spirit was aware I was even there.
Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Uncertain
Describe:
I now know that it was my way of being able to let grandfather know that I loved
him and would miss him. Also a way to say good bye that otherwise I wouldn't
have had.
Were you
involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?
Yes
Describe:
I was still somewhat dazed about being able to see myself sleeping and mom at my
door but knew I needed to get back in the body I use to go one with the things
needed of me in this life.
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
Describe:
I have dreams, OBE's and "feelings" when something is about to happen whether
it's good or bad. I have felt my best friends labor pains when she went into
labor. I know when my friends need to talk to me or just need time alone. I
follow my instincts about all things and now have been able to tell when
something will be for a good benefit or a bad one
Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Describe:
I began to believe there was life after death. Before I thought it was just
death and then nothing else.
Has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.?
Career choices?
It helped
me become more aware of how I feel about certain things and how to follow those
feelings even when others think I am out of my mind.
Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes
Describe:
I am not sure how they were influenced and some didn't believe me. My mom
treated it as a dream and said that she was sure that was what I believed
happen. It's not just a belief of what happened it's a knowing that that is
what happened.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
shock and curiosity. i am still studying all kinds of things to better be in
touch with my inner self.
What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
The best part was I got to say goodbye and the worst part is that I lost my
grandfather on the earthly plane, but he can still communicate with me when he
wishes and I now know that he is always with me in my heart. We don't really
die we just change back to our spiritual selves and shed a body no longer needed
for spiritual growth.
Has your
life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I no longer fear death or cry so much when someone I love dies. I have tried to
help others when they lose a loved one understand that they are only shedding a
body but not everyone is willing to believe this.
Following
the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Uncertain
Describe:
I have had other OBE's but not with the same person. It is usually concerning
something that will affect me or someone close to me.
Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes