Marg M's
ADC
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1)Five days after my mother died, I was awakened in my bed by three distinct knocks on my door. (That was how I announced myself when visiting her in the retirement home). My apt. was right beside the stairs, at the end of the hallway. I listened for footsteps but heard none after the knocking. I would have heard something due to my apt.'s location. I opened the door, no-one there.
2)Tired after cleaning
out her room, I lay down but didn't go to sleep. I had a headache. I was fully
awake when I heard a "snapping" at the end of my bed and sat up. There was
nothing but a blank wall in front of me. Suddenly, an image, approximately 3
feet off the floor began to emerge quite quickly on this blank wall. It was a
circle that grew to approx. 2 feet in circumference. Within this circle, it
looked like a snarl of elastic bands, snapping and filling the circle. I believe
these "bands" were slightly moving among themselves. I don't recall seeing any
color but tend to think it was a neutral shade - beige, maybe. The outside of
the circle appeared to be black, almost a void. I stared at the circle for a
minute or so, listening to the snapping, then told it to go away. It shrank into
itself and went away and the last I saw of it was a black dot which
disappeared. I have never experienced anything of this nature since, nor before
her death. I was not frightened, but instead just curious.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
No
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
1) I heard
three distinct knocks
2) I heard "snapping"
as the image appeared and until it disappeared.
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
The noises were definitely external
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
Dissimilar
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
No
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
No
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Did you see the
deceased?
No
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the
experience last?
Approximately
one to two minutes
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
The image
appeared very quickly and ended very quickly
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
No
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
Nothing
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
It was real. Although I had always believed in life after death, this confirmed
it to me. I'm a realist, and analytical so this experience(s) was totally
foreign to me. I am not a panic-artist nor did I become hysterical over this.
The word that comes to mind is "acceptance" and a joy in knowing I was able to
experience a small part of the beyond. Kind of an "aha" moment, if you will.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I don't believe I even
thought at the time. It was more of a "what is this?" kind of sense.
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
No
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
I feel I have
confirmation that there is life after death. I can't think of anything about it
that's adversely affected me.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Did you have
any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
Did the
experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife,
God, etc.? Yes I feel more complete in a spiritual and emotional sense knowing
that "something" awaits us on the other side.
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
Yes
I have an identical
twin sister (who has also experienced a "visit" from one of her friends) and
we've made a compact to try to communicate with each other when one of us
passes. No, I never discussed trying to "get in touch" after her or my death.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
The only events were the knocking and snapping I heard
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
A little confused,
immediately. I thought it was my mother from the beyond, but I felt happy that
I got to see that there was proof that our energy carries on.
Was the experience
witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did you see a
light?
No
Did any part of
your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
I haven't told many people but those I did, believed me. They know me and my
nature and understand that this was simply something that I experienced. I know
it really happened and believe people will take it for what it's worth,
factoring in their religious beliefs and their thoughts on death. No-one
laughed or said it was impossible.
Have you shared
this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything
else you would like to add regarding your experience?
I'm glad I experienced
it. I would really like someone try to explain it to me. i.e.: was it my
mother? why me? what did the image and knocking represent? was it some kind of
symbolism I'm not aware of? what kind of message was I to receive, if any?
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in
your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other
spiritual event?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
To the best of my
"earthly" knowledge, yes. I seem to have more questions and no answers!
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. I can't think of any. This questionnaire is pretty thorough and I've answered to the best of my ability. It would be great to hear from someone who can explain it to me and let me know if others have experieced something similar.