LR S's
ADC
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Length of time
between death of deceased and your experience:
Occurred at the exact
time of death
Was the date of
the experience significant in any way?
the experience
consisted of myself observing and assisting my pet chocolate lab...Shane....at
the moment of last breath when the "Spirit" arrived to accompany Shane's spirit
and to touch my soul with a miracle by allowing me insight of his passing...
Details of
location of experience and your activity at the time of experience:
I had done research
about Native American death rituals of shamanism.
Degree of
bereavement for deceased immediately prior to the experience:
Severe sadness and/or
grief feelings
Degree of
alertness immediately prior to experience:
Fully alert
After your
experience, did you consider the contents of your experience:
Wonderful
Have you had
multiple experiences?
No
Was this experience
difficult to express in words?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
No
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
All communication was almost telepathic also actual voice conversation with my
wife at the same time....
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
no
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Uncertain
Not touched by the
deceased but experienced a total blessing and warmth when I was touched by the
spirit that arrived to make my grief understandable.
Was
the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
unfamiliar.....a joyful
moment of a once in a lifetime "gift".....
Was
anything communicated by the touch?
peace , love,
understanding and closure
Is
there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
I wish it was that way
I could maybe duplicate the event ...over and over again......that's why I know
this was the real thing.
Did you see the
deceased?
Uncertain
I seen the energy
that arrived to deliver this blessing....I felt and was sprinkled with what I
can only describe has gold dust and the inner amazing feeling of enchantment.
How
much of the deceased did you see?
I only could feel the
spirit at the exact moment of his last breath , I took the breath into my
lungs....at that moment I could physically feel my dog's spirit leave this earth
and the angel that was there touched me and I slowly lied down next to his body
and began to sing to his corpse...My wife in tears sitting in front of me seeing
me become completely calm ...it was amazing!!
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
Uncertain
What
smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?
I remember the moments
that followed was peaceful and tranquil....
How long did the
experience last?
Only for a
minute or so in real time but it seemed like it was going to last forever...the
residual effects lasted and was documented for almost 24 hours
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
when it happened
it was sudden , when I recall it seems like it was gradual.....I can remember
amazing details about the event.
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
I know that for
sure " all dogs go to heaven".......and I feel extremely blessed for the
experience.
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
Because my wife and I both experienced or witnessed the event together and
afterwards taking the time to write it down while it was still fresh in our
minds
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
Yes
As the event
occurred I experienced "tunnel vision"......
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I was in a complete
emotional melt down up to the moment of death and then after having the
experience within seconds became physically and emotionally
happy....content....I actually found myself noting the transformation and the
feeling.....peace and tranquil.....
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
What helped a lot
was coming to the realization that I was fortunate to experience this
miracle.... I am so thankful to my best friend and companion my dog Shane and
words cannot express my thanks to the "Spirit" ...... that was with us that
day......
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
it happened was the
best, it ended was the worst.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I try to live ,
life..
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I might not experience the same event ever again , but I know that it
will always effect how I perceive events I do experience.
Did
the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
The
peaceful and tranquil blessing stayed with me for the next 24 hours ....at a
certain time I could actually feel the "grief" returning and the for a week or
so some days were the worst.
Was
the experience witnessed or experienced by others?
Yes
My
wife was with me at the time and she not only witnessed me having the experience
but she had a milder version of experience.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Actually it was more like a merging of another consciousness with mine that I
experienced.
Did
you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
Yes
Spirit..........my wife told me later that when I was singing to the corpse I
was also repeating over and over "thank you , spirit....thank you, spirit..
Did
you see a light?
Yes
golden light....
Did
any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location
described above?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Amazed, bewildered, intrigued.
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher
or web site?
No
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect
the experience?
Uncertain
I
was conducting a death ritual with Native American drumming and the cleansing of
the area with burning of sage.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
Yes
OBE.....
using mushroom's in the mid 1970's
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes