Lorraine H's
ADC
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I was home alone with my Doberman. We live alone. My only biological child lives in another province
It was around 9pm. Usually the time I take my medication for acid reflux. I was watching a movie and got up and sat on the side of the bed to take my medication (prevacid).The next thing I know, I was looking down at myself from somewhere up above but can't say where. I saw myself as I really was. I looked so tired and looked like I aged a lot since my husbands death. Wherever I was, I cannot say where and I don't know if I had a body or anything. I was looking down at myself and I can't say for how long because it wasn't like time existed. This is so hard to put into words. The next thing I experienced and I don't know how I knew but wherever I was looking from, the feelings in my heart were hitting me in my tummy and I felt it and without words, I knew what it was. It felt like a rock hit my tummy, then these emotions started hitting my tummy and like I said, I somehow knew what it was each time it hit. There was loneliness and worry, pain, tiredness, stress, love, honesty, caring, scared, frustration, anger, regret The only thing I didn't have in my heart was hate. After that happened, I still don't know if I had a body and I don't know how much time passed but it was like I was free. Like I never existed or had no feelings, I was light and happy
Again I don't know how
much time passed when I sensed my husband Lloyd beside me. I didn't see him but
somehow I knew he was there. This is something that still bothers me to this
day. He filled my tummy with sadness and I can't figure out why he has sadness.
I always thought of him as an angel without any sins because he never did wrong
to anyone and always helped. After that I sensed my dad who had passed away in
1996 and then I sensed my only daughter who died in an accident when she was 13
in 1991. Her presence wasn't as strong. The next thing I knew, there I was
sitting on the side of the bed. I'm the type that questions everything and it
all has to add up so I was lost. I couldn't believe what happened and to this
day I still can't believe it. I just sat there going over and over in my head
what just happened
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes I have been
going over and over it in my mind as to how to explain what I went through
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was fully alert and
fully conscious
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No it wasn't because I
knew and felt what was happening
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain Because
I knew I saw myself sitting on the side of the bed, I was aware of this and the
part is, I don't know if I had a body.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
I experienced the
emotions from my heart hitting my tummy. I was free of any emotion other than
feeling like the world was off my shoulders
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
no I didn't
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes I knew that my
husband, dad and daughter were in heaven
Did you see a
light?
Uncertain I sensed
things more than saw but somehow know that my husband, dad and daughter came
from the light
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes my husband, dad
and daughter, my husband filled me with sadness
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes I had use of
all my senses and sensed rather than actually using body or brain to know what I
was feeling
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes after what I
felt was in my heart, I was free of the world and don't know how much time
passed before I started to sense my husband, dad and daughter and even after
that, I don't know how much time passed because it wasn't like I was in a place
where time mattered
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No Yes, I
sensed everything that happened to me, even with knowing who was there
My purpose is to continue taking care of my family. My mom had 14 children. 7 boys,7 girls.
There are 8 of us
living. 4 girls and 4 boys. I'm the youngest of the girls but yet I'm the one
that helps the family and the one that they come to for help
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I wasn't able
to go any further than seeing my dad and daughter. When I sensed my daughter, I
wanted to go to her and that was when I was back in my body, still sitting on
the side of the bed
Did you become
aware of future events?
Yes
One, which I hate, I'm
able to feel when someone I know going to die. I don't usually know who but it
is always someone I know. I can feel them walk by me or looking at me. Not once
have I been wrong when I had that feeling that someone I know was going to pass
away. Every time I would tell the family, they would worry and each time,
someone we knew would pass away
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes After I sensed
my husband and he filled me with sadness, I sensed my dad and daughter and tried
to reach them, that's when I was back in my body
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes My husband and
I never called each other by our names. He woke me up three different times.