Linda R's
ADC
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It was
April of this year, three days after my 56th birthday. I had been unwell for a
while before that (sinus problems, pneumonia). But on April 5th, I was so sick
I could not go to work. I remember collapsing in the bathroom, calling out to
my husband. Apparently he picked me up, put me to bed, tried to rouse me and
was unable. He called 911: the paramedics arrived quickly, worked on me for 30
minutes. I was then transported by ambulance to emerge where I was diagnosed
with bacterial meningitis.
( sinus abscess rupture )
Apparently I was in ICU for three days. I remember that in emerge they were trying to keep me alert by slapping my face and asking me who is prime minister. I did not have the physical strength to answer. I then remember having a feeling of being in a very very black cavern and that I was falling ( a little like when Superman is falling in the new movie ). All of a sudden, there was a very white, warm glow that became a light, next to me. I looked at it, I recall being at peace, warm and best of all pain free! Then I saw Jesus ! I asked him if it was time for me to go and he nodded his head No!
So I asked
Him to do something since He is God: he put his hand above my head. That's when
I looked to the side of His face and saw my son's! He telepathically told me: "
MOM! I've got it covered !" I then slept through CAT scans, MRI's, numerous
blood tests, lumbar puncture, etc. I know this is not a dream because I
remember specifically everything about this visit.
Was this experience
difficult to express in words?
No
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not
hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?
It was my son's voice.
Jesus just nodded.
If you heard a
voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the
deceased made when they were alive?
It was his voice.
Is there any
possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
No, I was in coma at the time.
Was there any
possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
I was comatose.
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
NO!!!
Did you see the
deceased?
Yes
All I saw was his beautiful
face. The features were made up of light but I could tell at a glance that this
was my son. As for Jesus, I saw His upper torso ; he looked like a regular
Jewish person; His eyes have the most calming effect! His hand looked like a
regular human hand too. he wore a white gown. All I saw was to the waist.
How clearly did
the deceased appear?
Jesus appeared quite solid. My
son's features were made of pure white bright light that did not hurt the eyes.
How much of the
deceased did you see?
Just my son's face.
Did the deceased
appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
My son still looked 18, but I
could feel strength and knowledge that were beyond that age. His earth age is
33 now.
How healthy did
the deceased appear to be?
He appeared extremely fit with a
full head of hair ! ( chemo had wiped it out in a week, the doses were so
massive ! )
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
NO!!!!!
Did you smell a distinct
smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the experience
last?
Don't know time-wise, but long
enough for everything to be said that needed saying.
Was the beginning and end of
the experience gradual or more sudden?
Gradual. Refer to answer
no. 3.
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased?
Yes My son was very sure of
himself!
Did the deceased give you
information you did not previously know?
Yes! He let me know that
he was taking care of me and the situation.
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience?
Experience was definitely real
Please explain why
you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:
Because my son told me he would
take care of me and he has. Jesus told me it was not my time to go Home and I
did wake up.
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
support, well-being, warmth, being
taken care of, relief
Was there any emotional
healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
It's comforting to really KNOW
that an invisible hand holds ours!
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
Best part was seeing my son and
Jesus. This to me is validation fo life after death. Jesus did promise to go
on ahead and prepare us a room in His Father's house. He also promised to
return ! and He does.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I'm still
here!
Did you have any changes
of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes Nice to see that our invisible means of support is
REAL!!!!
Did the experience give you
any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
My son still somehow knows what is going on with his mother. By the same token
he probably cares for his Dad, his surviving siblings and extended family. This
in itself is a comfort .
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact?
Yes
This agreement was made between
my best friend who died three years ago and myself. I did not sense her
presence that April day, but the day after her own physical death, her voice did
wake me up in the wee hours of the morning. She had called me by name. she was
chastising me to not be so sad!
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
a Knowing that my son and my Jesus
are Real, and that My Lord Jesus is taking care of Marc and of us, his family.
Was the experience witnessed
or experienced by others?
No
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
Did you meet or see any other
beings other than the deceased?
Yes
Jesus. Refer to answer 3.
Did you see a light?
Yes
Refer to #3.
Did any part of your
experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
sometimes, but I am always quite guarded to whom.... a lot of people DO NOT
UNDERSTAND!!!! They would think it the ranting of a bereaved mother ( that's a
stigma in itself ) or that the brain was swollen in the proper lobe to create
this illusion that stems from religious upbringing." For those who believe no
explanation is necessary; for those who don't no explanation will suffice." -
St. Augustine
Have you shared this
experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything else you
would like to add regarding your experience?
No.
Were there any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Following the experience, have
you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which
reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in your life have
a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?
Yes
When our third son was born,
being blood type A-, I was in a condition called eclampsia and having a lot of
difficulties. As soon as he was born, I remember floating up to the ceiling and
looking at the body on the bed; it was very still and greenish and pale. Then I
realized I was looking at me! to see my husband crying brought me back into the
form laying there.
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
it was a good outline to
follow.
Please
offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
Are
there other bereaved Moms who answer this ? Do a lot of bereaved parents appear
to have an experience similar to mine ?