I was under a lot of stress because Henry was so sick, and I was on a time limit to move all the stuff out of my unit to another one in a day. It was about 10:00 pm.  I had a 25 by 250 sq. foot unit it was a drive up unit, outside.  All of a sudden, when I was moving boxes and stuff, I started swearing and uttering foul words, I keep saying "I hate you, I hate you, followed by many swear words. I had this intense energy all of a sudden, and I was hearing someone in my head what to move and where, and what to do next. Then this voice in my head (Mary's) told me to put the tonight show on for Henry. She also told me she was mad at me but I'll never know why and Henry will never know why either. Then she told me Henry needed Calcium and Magnesium, and I would start to get an ulcer, but to just "take a handful of soda crackers" and I'll be ok.  About six months later, Henry went to the doctor and had a blood test, It was "flagged" with extremely low levels of calcium and magnesium, the doctor gave him a prescription for both calcium and magnesium.  He was very low on both.  Currently, he is still prescribed with both calcium and magnesium supplements! He is still in need of it, (as blood tests reveals) I recall the energy I felt from her as being,  EXTREMELY STRONG, and POWERFUL, it totally Moved me! It was like she was directing my work!

  Then, about 5 months later, I was just sitting on the bus and again she came to me, and said she "wasn't mad at me anymore, but she was tired".  Henry was facing a court trial outcome, she told me "court will be ok" It was, the charges against Henry were "dismissed".  She also said "Henry will have 5 of the best years he has ever had in his life, he will feel better than when I met him in Monrovia"  I am assuming this means after his transplant, which was two months ago, Well November 23, 06, to be exact. I have since tried to call out to her, and I don't get a response.  She has never "spoken" to me again, nor have I "felt" her presence since.  I have had two other experiences, one with Henry's x wife, and his father. Neither of which I have met. I have tried to call people in my family that died, but I get no response. I wish I could make it happen again, and I wonder why I call someone now, and can't get anything. It is very frustrating.

Was this experience difficult to express in words? 

No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?           

No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?         

Yes

            Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:  

She told me Henry needed Calcium and Magnisium, his court would be "ok" and I will get a start of an ulcer, but "don't worry" just "take a handful of soda crackers" and it will be ok.  She also said she wasn't mad at me anymore and it wasn't "important" and I or Henry will never know the reason why. She told me she was "tired" the second time on the bus, and I did not feel that unbelievably strong moving energy like the first time. Then she said "Henry will Have the best 5 years he has ever had in his life, he will feel better that he did when I first met him in Monrovia". I didn't hear it "outside" my head, like in the distance, but like when you talk siliently to yourself "inside" your head.

            Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated? 

The voice seemed to originate inside me. Like I say, "inside my head"

            If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?          

Since I never heard or met the deceased, I don't know what their voice sounded like, The voice that was talking in my head sounded like my own. But the words it was saying, were not from myself.

            Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?          

Absolutely NOT! IT CAME FROM WITHIN.

            Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?           

Absolutely NOT!

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?           

Yes

It wasn't a direct touch, it was a "feeling" my skin "crawled" not the second time, though.

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?  

That "feeling" and "goose bumps" are familiar

            Was anything communicated by the touch? 

no

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? 

Absolutely NOT!

Did you see the deceased?        

No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?     

No

How long did the experience last?       

The first time about two hours, the second time only about 15 minutes.

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?        

No

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          

Yes

The first time EXTREMELY ANGRY< AND POWERFUL< FULL OF ENERGY< VERY< VERY STRONG AND ENERGETIC, the second time much softer, tired.

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? 

Yes, How would I possibly know Henry needed Calcium and Magnesium???????? How would I know his court would be "ok"?????

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          

Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:         

real because I heard her, Henry does in fact need calcium and magnesium, I "felt" her. She spoke very clearly to me

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  

No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:          

Prior to the experience, I was very stressed, I was worried and afraid Henry would die, and I had to move all that stuff In a short period of time. The second time Prior, I was relaxed and just sitting on the bus, but still I guess a little apprehensive. During the experience, I was amazed, in "awe" shocked, like "how can this be happening"

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?          

No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?     

The best part was just the awesomeness and so real of it, the worst was when I started cussing.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?        

Yes                 Describe:           

Yes, I can foretell the future much better.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     I felt more sure of life after death until the other night when I read about the lack of scientific proof, my heart actually ached so bad I thought I had a heart attack. And all of a sudden I doubted God, and actually felt death, it was black and absolutely nothing. But this just happened, before reading the dreadful news, I was very uplifted by the experience and was convinced of life after death.

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?           

Yes     After the experience I was sure life after death existed, but just recently, I looked up life after death, and was there any scientific proof, and I was very very disappointed. I thought there was actual scientific proof of life after death, I find it unbelievable there is none, Now I don't know what to think!  You would thing with all the billions of people that have died, Science could come up with some proof, or evidence, but there is not one shred, except for NDE's but most doctors, and scientists just say it's the brains lack of oxygen.  Bummer! I'm very disheartened, that no scientific evidence exists, and why cant I call her (Mary) again, or someone else that has died?  Why is it not continuing to happen????? I HATE THIS!!!!!!

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?       

Yes

Me and My mom said we would try to contact each other if one of us died, also me and Henry said that. No the deceased was not included in my compact.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         

N0 response Yes, I was told Henry needed Calcium and Magnesium, and later blood work proved this to be true, and it's STILL true.


What emotions did you feel during the experience?           

Amazed, Awed, beside myself.

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          

Uncertain

My boyfriend was there at the time, but like I say, he was laying down, with a very very high fever, I was sitting on the couch, and got "goose bumps" and told Henry (my boyfriend) that Mary was here, a tear came down my face, and I said "Henry, she's here, right now" he told me to come over and hug him, I did, and asked if he could feel her presence.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  

No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?   

Uncertain

Well, I felt I had communicated with the dead. that would be a special knowledge.

Did you become aware of future events?      

Yes 

Very Accurate.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Uncertain

I had a couple of Absolutely AMAZING "SITUATIONS" since,  Also, I learned to read peoples numbers that night. I don't know how, It just came to me.

Have you shared this experience with others?        

Yes     a few, not many, only my mom, Henry, and my Therapist.  My Therapist thinks I'm nuts!

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?  

No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?      

I feel like a freak sometimes because of it. I always ask myself "why me?" and "Is it live, or is it Memorex?"

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?        

No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?          

Uncertain 

When I was hypnotized a very long time ago, I felt Floaty and ethierial. Is undergoing hypnosis included????

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?              

Yes

Everything I said really happened, It's not something I "made-up" 

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.   

I think your very effective, and efficient.