My dream is as follows :I was at work and I called home, surprisingly I hear my father speak, I am very aware in the dream that he is no more and I hear him speak. He told me 3 things, the one I remember is that He loves me very much and then I see this big number 509. This number is not my phone number or house number or any special days. Earlier I had experienced a strong pull of energy or force on the top of my head. It was so strong as if something was being pulled out of my head. It happened on the 10th day of his demise and once when I was sleeping. I also had a dream as if he was travelling and feeling very cold as in frigid temp and I thought maybe it was his way of telling me to donate bedding to the needy.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?            No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

            Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:    In my dream I hear my father speak, I am very aware in the dream that he is no more. He told me 3 things, the one I remember is that He loves me very much and then I see this big number 509.

            Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?  In my dream I saw him and he was talking to me. I know that I was being communicated, but not sure if it was his voice exactly

            If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?           In my dream I saw him and he was talking to me. I know that I was being communicated, but not sure if it was his voice exactly

            Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           No it was in the middle of the night in a closed bedroom

            Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            Yes

when I was in the flight to attend his final rites I experienced a touch on my shoulder

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   very familiar

            Was anything communicated by the touch?  a consoling effect

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?  no one was sitting next to me or passing by as I turned and saw who touched me

Did you see the deceased?         Yes

He was as usual and normal as I know him

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            I saw his physical body in the dream

            How much of the deceased did you see?       face and top part

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       he appeared at the age he died

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            he was healthy and normal

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           it was dark night and I was sleeping

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      No

How long did the experience last?        not known

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         gradual

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Uncertain

He was trying to tell me something that he loved me a lot

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  yes, I saw the number 509. after browsing looks like it is an angel number

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:           I have had many visions of saints and some world happenings and know that my dreams are not just dreams. I could sense my dad.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   Yes

In my dream I was still aware that he is no more but he was telling me 3 important things.    

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           I was listening attentively to his talk

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      best part is my dad's assurance that He loves me a lot

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No      

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No      

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Uncertain            I do not know what the number 509 that flashed has a message for me.

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?        No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Unknown

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No

Did you become aware of future events?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Uncertain

I have lots of visions see great saints and places and events sometimes even before this experience. but after this experience, I had another dream where I was walking effortlessly in air at my own will.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

unable to explain

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

Did you see a light?           No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            No

Have you shared this experience with others?        
Yes     Just with one friend and my husband. They are used to my different experiences and feel that maybe my dad really communicated with me to help me with my grief

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?       no

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           Yes 

It all started when I was 16 and sitting in closed eyes in my Guru's temple. I was out of my body as if I was sitting on the top of this body.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    There is no provision to mention the history. I have had many such experiences and I do not know how to present them collectively