My son was only 4 months old when my husband was diagnosed with colon cancer and passed away when my son was 1 & 1/2 years old.  After his death, I continued to live in our house with our son.  I was always very scared of ghosts but was very curious of the subject.  He did joke at one point that was would come back as a fly to fly around me but I did not think anything of it.  After couple of days of his passing there was a fly in our house that would not go away and was always flying around/near me, one of the guests that were staying with us for the funeral try to kill it and I immediately knew that it was David and told the guest to leave the fly alone.  Nothing happened for few weeks but one night, my son sleeping in his room and I too was sleeping but I was woken up by the heater going on and I heard my son say "hello".  I was so scared and I covered my head with my sheets and about 10 minutes later I felt someone standing at my bedroom door and I felt rush of cold air coming/rushing towards me, all of the sudden I felt something touch my toes/feet and rushed through my entire body to top of my head, I was floating on my bed just a couple of inches above the mattress and I was glided over to the other side of the bed.  I was so scared out of my mind so I stayed still but I couldn't believe this had just happened to me so I decided to put my arm out to see if my hand would drop to the floor from the bed since I was at the edge and I was right, I arm did not fall of the bed and indeed I was sided to the other side of the bed where the bed was pushed against the wall.

I again experienced the same thing a few weeks later, I would hear the heater go off and hear my son mumbling in his room for a few minutes and something of huge rush of force going through my body and it seemed to always happened at midnight - 2am.  When this happened to me the first time I thought it was David but I had a good confirmation of it when it happened for the second time so I decided to ask him in my mind to please visit us early in the morning like around 5am so that it's not so scary for me in the middle of the night.  Few weeks goes by and something again, heater goes off, David is visiting my son in his room and same fore happening to me BUT something was different this time, I looked at the phone to check the time and it was close to 5am and my jaw almost dropped.  I was in shock!!!!  How is this possible?  So this continued several times over the months and I came to enjoy our visits and expected he continue to visit me.  I moved to Chicago a year later and he came and visited me in the house with same way he always does.  Once time, I felt someone walking on my bed and I thought it was my son trying to climb up on my king size bed so I looked on my bed and no Calvin, it did scare me and right after that, same force of energy going through my body.  I did continue to experience this event after I started dating and started exclusively dating my husband now.  When my husband now and I visiting FL, he visited me in the hotel room with the same force of energy and one last time after I gave birth to my daughter year and half ago.  He never visiting me that I know of the way he does when I was pregnant.  I've actually been a bit sad he has not visited me and thought maybe he's moved on and I spoke to him yesterday that it was ok for him to visit me and I actually had a feeling he would but did not think he would since I haven't felt anything in over a year.  My birthday was coming to an end, had the kids have dinner, my husband bathed our daughter while I gave my son a haircut and had him hop in our bathroom shower.  I went to the kids bathroom to get kids soap and I heard my son screaming with somewhat of a fear "MAMAAAAAAA" so I thought maybe he used my soap and got soap in his yes.  I went to him and asked him what was wrong, he told me that "I don't like that noise"  I asked his what noise but did not let him finish and told him he's fine so he continued his shower and he went to bed.  I never thought about it rest of the evening till, I was trying to fall asleep around 8pm but couldn't and was finally started to dose off and all of the sudden, I felt a major force of energy flowing through my body and felt like I was not even in my body for a few seconds and felt like someone was doing chest compressions to get me back to life.  After a few seconds, I knew it was David and he came to wish me happy birthday and to let me know he's still around and watching over us.  Once the energy was out of my body, I felt my heart beating triple the amount it normally does like for 5 minutes.  Even thought I knew what had happened, I was scared for a little bit since it's been a while.  I talked to my son this morning over the phone since I get to work very early and asked him about the noise he had heard in the shower.  He told me he was showering and heard something back of him so he turned around but nothing was there, just bunch of noises.  The best way I can describe this noise it "white noise".

I honestly don't know how to explain my experiences so I simply put it in words the way they happened.

Please feel free to contact me via email or phone to get more information if needed.

As I said before, I am 100% certain it's my husband and I am not scared of this experience what so ever.  it's a great feeling for me and a re-confirmation of life after death.  I believe if he's capable to tell me more he would or he would do it in a way that would not scare me.

Thanks,

Kelly

Was the experience difficult to express in words?     Yes   It's hard to explain the physical experience.  Huge force of energy....

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?   No                                   

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?   Yes  

Describe where and how you were touched:     My entire body was touched with a force of energy.  After the experience

Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   familiar, it's always the same.  

Was anything communicated by the touch?   I am assuming it's hug.

Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   NO.

Did you see the deceased?   No                      

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?    No   

Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?    There was no smell.

Was anything communicated by the smell?    No

Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?    No

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?   Uncertain     I know I am not afraid of it.

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?   No.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?    Experience was definitely real   

Was the experience dream like in any way?    No   

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?    Yes    I have not felt him a year so it was nice to know he was still looking after us.  I figured he may visit since it was my birthday and I actually spoke to him in my mind that it was ok and I wanted him to visit me that day.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?    Best part is knowing my husband is ok and is watching over us.  I don't have a worst part.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?    No        

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?    No   

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?    Yes    Just a re-confirmation of there really is something after death here on earth.  Good or bad, I don't know but I've only experianced good!    

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?    Yes    Yes, my 5 year old son.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?       No   

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?        No   

Did you become aware of future events?           No   

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?     No   

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?    Uncertain    I don't think so.

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?    No   

Did you see a light?    No   

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?   No   

Have you shared this experience with others?    Yes    Couple of my friends were shocked but not sure if they believed me or not.  I am now re-married and told my husband but he does not show any emotions on this subject (good or bad).

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?    No        

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?    No   

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?   No   

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?      No