Kasie N's
ADC
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My mother died of
Alzheimer's and suffered greatly during these years as well as I . Watching your
mother wear away is terrible. It was the never ending funeral. I had 4 teenage
boys and a career and had difficult getting the proper help for her. She became
violent and aggressive. It was heart breaking for me. She lost a lot of weight
and looked very worn. She was a beautiful woman before. for years I had vivid
dreams of her suffering and could not sleep. One night I woke up to someone
stroking by back as she used to do when I was a child. I was not scared but at
peace. I then saw a brilliant white light that sat down beside my bed and spoke
to me thru my mind. There was no interaction of words. She told me she was happy
and healthy and to go on and live my life. I don't remember much else , but felt
an enormous relieve and peace. I never again dreamed about my mother with that
ugly face. I went to visit a priest who was a friend of mine and he told me
that, that was a gift to me so that I would know that my mother was alright.
changed my life forever.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
She spoke to me
thru my mind and instructed me to live my life and that she was happy , healthy
and at peace.
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
outside of me.
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
couldn't tell
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
No not at all
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
She stroked my back
like she used to do when I was a child.
Was
the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
yes familiar
Was
anything communicated by the touch?
peace
Is
there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Did you see the
deceased?
Uncertain
She was a bright
light , very light that traveled slowly and sat on my bed.
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
transparent
How
much of the deceased did you see?
I don't know
Did
the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
younger
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
said she was healthy
Is
there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
Yes
What
smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?
Roses
Was
the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?
yes
Is
there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any
other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
How long did the
experience last?
a very short
time
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
very gradual
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes very peaceful
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
no
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
Uncertain I
knew that I was asleep and then woke up.
Describe in
detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:
very calm and at peace.
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
Yes , I knew my
mother was alright.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I now know there
is life after death
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
Did
the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact?
Yes
with
another person
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
confusion
Was
the experience witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Did
you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did
you see a light?
Yes
Did
any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location
described above?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect
the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes