Kaarlo's
ADC
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I am in a
room preparing the inheritance concerning an apartment of Christiane (choice).
I ask Christiane to give me an advice, she is getting annoyed, I'm answering her
that she too would have to care about (make choices).
She asks me to show the plan, I turn the pages of the file.
I become aware of dreaming, indeed how could Christiane assist at her own
inheritance, and on top, this is not mother's file. There I tell myself that I'm
aware that I'm dreaming.
I'm rushing towards Christiane, take her hands, I feel her hands ( I notice and
am amazed that I can physically, materially ??? feel her hands. I sense a kind
of static electricity, type 'pins and needles'). I ask her why did you go? Why
did you go? I make sure that the answer is not coming from me, but from outside,
I'm conscious and I want an answer.
Chri I changed subject (I love you?), answers given several times.
Christiane looks young, blond hair, half long, flat with a part on the side. (I
don't remember having seen her like that).
I didn't let go of her, she changes into black and white, starts moving from
left to right.
She is disappearing and I wake up, relieved, almost well and shaken.
The dream stopped around 06:25 am, as the alarm clock was ringing right after.
Was this experience difficult to
express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of
presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling
them?
No
Did you hear the deceased or hear
something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Did you feel a touch or experience any
physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
non
Is there any possibility what you
felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your
experience?
non
Did you see the deceased?
Yes
How clearly did the deceased appear?
In
color then in black and white, physical appearance: young, different hair style.
How much of the deceased did you see?
everything
Did the deceased appear or not appear
to be the age at which they died?
yes and no
How healthy did the deceased appear
to be?
Good (?)
Is there any possibility what you saw
was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your
experience?
No
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent,
fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the experience last?
?
Was the beginning and end of the
experience gradual or more sudden?
sudden, against my will
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
Searching for an answer
Was there any emotional healing in any
way following the experience?
A slightly better feeling
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
Becoming aware of dreaming, not having been able to hold back my sister, and her
fragmented reply
What other attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you
currently have?
90% of the emotions have been neutralized (good and bad), I have the impression
of being blocked
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Relieved.
Was the experience witnessed or
experienced by others?
No
Did you have any sense of altered space
or time?
My extremely quick moving
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or
other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the
experience?
No
Did you meet or see any other beings
other than the deceased?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did any part of your experience seem to
occur in a place other than the location described above?
No
Have you shared this experience with
others?
Yes
My wife told me about what she perceived as being signs of my
sister.
Have you shared this experience
formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Were there any associated medications or substances with the
potential to affect the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had
any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any
part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in your life have a
near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?
Yes
First lucid dream 2 months before.
Did the questions asked and information
you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes