l woke up
about 3.30 am and started thinking about things and started to get upset and the
next thing l heard footsteps coming down the hall l knew straight away it was
Steven. I could hear his voice; he was laughing. Then he stopped
outside of my room and l was just about to turn on the lamp and he said don't
mum. l stopped and l reached out my hand and l called hi. The next thing
his face was just in front of me and he was saying that everything will be okay
and that he will always be there for me. All the time he was talking to me
l was looking at him and he was beautiful. He had a mauve color about him
and his voice just filled the whole bedroom. l realized his mouth was not
moving. Then all of a sudden we kissed on the lips like we always used to
do. Then we cuddled but l could not feel him. It was wonderful and
after that l felt so much better - like a peace.
Did you
hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe:
l was sitting with friends when all of a sudden l heard mum mum l turned and saw
no one and l thought that sounded so much like Steve and when l turned back my
girlfriend was looking at me and she asked me if l heard that and l asked her
what she heard and she heard exactly the same thing.
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside
of you, or did you not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was
communicated?
the voice was externally and it was very clear.
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or
sound the deceased made when they were alive?
yes the voice was the same as Steve would have called me, same tone, sound,
everything.
How clearly did you hear the deceased?
so clear my girlfriend heard it the same time
Is there any possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
none we both asked a couple of our friends if they heard it and they said no
they looked at us stupid
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
none what so ever
Did you
feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
Where and how were you touched?
l explained in question 3
Was the touch familiar?
familiar even though l could not feel him it was so familiar
Was anything communicated by the touch?
just felt he was comforting me
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your
surroundings at the time of your experience?
none what so ever l was home alone
Did you
see the deceased?
Yes
Describe the appearance of the deceased:
he looked exactly the same nothing changed except he looked so happy
How clearly did the deceased appear?
sometimes solid sometimes a little transparent
How much of the deceased did you see?
sometimes all, other times just his head
Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
the age at which he died 20
How healthy did the deceased appear to be?
he looked perfect beautiful healthy, happy
Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your
surroundings at the time of your experience?
none what so ever
Could
you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?
yes always smiling looking so peaceful
Describe:
yes always smiling looking so peaceful
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:
overwhelming to see and hear him again l felt comforted so happy to see him
What other
attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have:
Joy
Was
there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
Describe:
I'm not as angry
Did the
experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife,
God, etc.?
Yes
Describe:
definitely, l know now that they live on that there is something else my son has
reached out so many times to tell me l am no longer afraid of death.