Joscelyne C's
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The first time I saw him was in May of 2001. I was taking a bath, I planned on seeing the Medium John Edward in Denver, I felt my fathers presents and began to ask him a series of questions. Because he told me I would be read at that event. He validated me because I am a skeptic by appearing to me. I saw what was an orange glowing ball about 1 inch round.
When I
have done investigations in haunted areas the majority of my pictures with
spirits in them are orbs. They have conveyed to me it is energy efficient to be
in that state. Needless to say, my questions were answered the next day at
the show, I was read out of 3000 people waiting to be read.
Did you sense an awareness or
presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling
them ? Yes
Describe:
I guess it would be the same way you can tell when a person is staring at you.
You just seem to know that they are. It's an inner knowing. You just know when
they are around.
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe:
Most of the time he will communicate through my dreams, example my mother will
ask dead father a question, She started dating again, and she drove by his grave
site and asked him if it was okay that she was seeing someone else. If he was
okay with it. That night I had a dream about a flood and I went to a house that
a lady owned. My father worked for this lady at one point. Anyways, I remember
not being able to leave this house because of the flood, and my father being in
the dream and calling my mother telling her he was okay.
I knew
when I woke up that my mother had asked him something and the response from him
was that he was okay. So I called her an relayed the message. She knows she can
communicate to him through me. Usually it is through dreams that he comes
through.
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you
not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?
Normally its my voice sometimes it's theirs. I can tell its them communicating
by what is being said, it's usually something really obscure, they do sometimes
show me some of my experiences to relay something they are trying to say.
If you heard a
voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased
made when they were alive? It
sounded the same.
How clearly did you
hear the deceased? Usually
one or two words clearly. a whole sentence gets very hard to hear. It depends
they will choose different ways to communicate. What ever gets across works.
Is there any
possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at
the time of your experience? No
Was there any
possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
No
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
Where and how were
you touched? I have asked to
have him hold my hand. It feels like prickles of static electricity. And its
cold a wet cold. I have also felt it when I have slept on his side of my parents
bed.
Was the touch
familiar? I would say
unfamiliar because when he was alive I could feel him holding my hand compared
to prickles of coldness.
Was anything
communicated by the touch? I would say love was communicated.
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience?
I don't think so.
Did you see the deceased?
Yes
Describe the
appearance of the deceased:
He was an orange ball of light. Nothing similar to him when he was alive.
How clearly did the
deceased appear? Very clear
ball of light. I could not believe what I had saw, that is how clear it was.
How much of the
deceased did you see? If that
was his energy compacted all of him then.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience? I was taking a bath, I had the shower curtain close. I had no idea
where this light would have came from. No windows in the bathroom, just the
light on, and a ball of orange light floating by my head.
How long did the
experience last? 40 seconds
Was the beginning and end
of the experience gradual or more sudden?
Gradual because I had been talking to him when he appeared.
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased? He was in a peaceful state.
Describe:
He was in a peaceful state.
Did the deceased give you
information you did not previously know?
Oh yes, He told me that I would be read at that show the next day, and that my
questions I had asked would be answered.
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
To me when this had happened it validated me, this is something that just does
not happen, I am skeptic. Despite my own experiences when there is some type of
proof of validation, I feel sane. People just don't go around talking to the
deceased and it is not a socially accepted ability. So when I do get validated
or I have an experience that makes me think yes this is real. It puts things in
perspective for a time being.
Was there any emotional
healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
Describe:
Yes in a way, I feel though in his death we have been closer then when he was
alive.
Did the experience give you
any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
Describe:
I learn something everyday, and I am still learning.
Have you ever made a death compact? Yes
Describe:
With a friend of mine but she is in good health and so am I. No the deceased was
not. He was a skeptic.
Did you have any changes
of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Describe: I did not believe in out of body until I almost had one.
Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? I would have to say in knowing what I know that perhaps it has changed my Religious beliefs.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
Describe:
My family and friends, They believe me. They come to me when they want to
communicate with the dead.
Have you shared this
experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
What
emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience?
Little more sane knowing that I guess I am not a nut
case :)
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best part was being closer to my father, the worst part is missing him in
the physical sense.
Is there
anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?
no
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and information you provided
accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Describe: To
the best of my knowledge