Jessica's ADCs
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My dad is my best friend and was my whole world. He passed away unexpectedly. 3 weeks before he passed he had knee surgery and the day before he passed he had fell on his knee and didn't tell me before he went to bed. All he said was "I think I really messed it up. " I stood at the top of the stairs that night and for some reason something told me not to go down to his room. I found him the next morning .
About a week later I had my first vision of him which was after my speech at his funeral I saw him in a flashback that night of him in the crowd at his funeral and he held a thumbs up and smiled at me.
2 weeks after that I went to sleep and I started having
a hazy dream (kind of like a soft filter was over my whole dream ) I was walking
up a hill and saw a bear with her cubs running towards me ( my dad was a hunter
and shot a record bear) then the bears were actually digital and they ran away
from me , that's when I turned up the hill and saw a white room , filled with
photos of my dads life and his belongings including gifts I bought him and he
bought me . Then I saw my dad ! He had a glow to him and looked like he did when
he was in his 40s , he looked so good , he lifted up his pant leg and showed me
his knee. He had a big X on the knee they performed surgery on , he came up to
me and I started hugging him and crying saying I miss him so much . He cried and
said "I cry a lot but it makes me feel better " then he put his arm around me
and walked me through the white bright room. I woke up and I felt such an
intense feeling , it didn't feel like a dream because I knew that was my dad
taking to me . I remember every vivid detail and I'll never forget just how good
he looked and pain free .
Was this experience difficult to express in
words? No
How long did the experience last?
Unknown
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the
deceased? Yes
How do you currently view the reality of your
experience? Experience was definitely real
Was the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during
the experience: It was very needed , it gave me the
strength to know my daddy is still with me and I will see him again
Was there any emotional healing in any way
following the experience? Yes
What was the best and worst part of your
experience? Seeing my dad and getting a hug from
him ... the worst is knowing he isn't here physically with me anymore
Has your life changed specifically as a result
of your experience? Yes
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs
following the experience?
Yes
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Crying and happiness . It made me feel so good to
know he wasn't in pain anymore
Was the experience witnessed or experienced by
others? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other
special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the
experience?
No
Did you experience a separation of your
consciousness from your body? Yes
Did you see a light?
Yes
Did any part of your experience seem to occur in
a place other than the location described above?
Yes
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes They were happy for me
Have you shared this experience formally or
informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Were there any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other
events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the
experience? No