Jean F's
ADC
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After my brother was
murdered, my mother acquired his truck and he my brother was a race car driver
and all his autos were fast and furious, well I decided to buy the truck from my
mom which she wanted to much for it and it was because it was my brothers but I
wanted it so I bought it. It was a 1983 1/2 ton dual pickup truck Chevrolet.
Well after I got I found out it was too much truck for me and I had a son who
was fixing to turn 16 and a friend of mine had a car he wanted and this friend
wanted the truck that had belonged to my brother so I told him I would trade the
truck for the car, well I told my mom about it and she came unglued, she said I
told her I would never get rid of the truck and that's why she let me have the
truck, but I am sure I did not tell her that and I bought the truck from her so
I could do with it what I wanted to do. Well then I was in turmoil about what
to do, I prayed about it I cried and didn't know what to do. I went to bed and
the next day was when I was to give the guy an answer as to whether I would
trade or not, I was laying there in bed crying silently to myself because I was
not sure what I should do, it was dark in my room but plain as day I seen some
sort of form, it was not a body but it was like smoke or cloud but you could see
thru it and I heard my brother say in his voice its OK and at the very time I
was thinking I was going to trade and from that moment on I never had another
ill feeling about the issue and I feel still today I done the right thing.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
I heard my
brother say its ok as plain as day
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated? I
heard his voice and it came from outside of me
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
same voice as when he
was here
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
absolutely not
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Did you see the
deceased?
No
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the
experience last?
maybe 30 seconds
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
gradual
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
he gave me an
answer I was looking for and it was very helpful
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
because I seen and heard him communicate to me
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I was happy and felt
glad I got to hear his voice and I was emotionally relieved
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
I was ok with the
idea of getting rid of the truck and that made me feel better my mom was mad at
me for a long time so I had to deal with that
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
there was no worst and
it gave me peace of mind and happiness
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I have heard of ghosts and spirits and I thought I would be afraid but
when my brother came to me I was overjoyed and it did not scare me at all and I
am so glad it happened I would never be afraid again
Did
the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes I believe in spirit and I believe my brothers spirit visited me that
night
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
happiness
Was
the experience witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location
described above?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes only my children and close friends and they are believers
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher
or web site?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?
no
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect
the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes