Jamie B's
ADC
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In bed,
unable to sleep, a vision of my dad appeared at the end of my bed standing in my
bedroom. He looked young and healthy again, and in his full dress army attire,
including hat. She smiled very sweetly, and said just four words: "I never
left you" Then I "awoke" with a feeling of total serenity knowing that
everything would be okay and wherever he was he was happy and still watching
over us, his children.
Was this experience
difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
The feelings and emotions
involve. How real it seemed.
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you
heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
He spoke the words, "I never left
you."
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not
hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?
Originated from him.
If you heard a
voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the
deceased made when they were alive?
Yes, it was his voice.
Is there any
possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
No.
Was there any
possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
NO.
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Did you see the
deceased?
Yes
He appeared as he probably
would have looked at the happiest time of his life.
How clearly did
the deceased appear?
Solid.
How much of the
deceased did you see?
All.
Did the deceased
appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
Not at the age of death but much
younger.
How healthy did
the deceased appear to be?
Very healthy, not at all as he
looked later in life.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
No.
Did you smell a distinct
smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the experience
last?
NO idea.
Was the beginning and end of
the experience gradual or more sudden?
more sudden.
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased?
Yes
Peaceful, reassuring.
Did the deceased give you
information you did not previously know?
Yes. Up to that point, I
felt that he had left us. I grieved very deeply. From that point on I knew
that part of him would always be here with us.
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience?
Experience was definitely real
Please explain why
you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:
Can't explain why, just know.
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
Uncertain
The logical part of me says it
had to be a dream.
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
Happy to be seeing my dad again
healthy and happy. In other, less vivid, dreams about him, he had appeared,
sick, older, on oxygen.
Was there any emotional
healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
Yes, I still missed him but
grieved no more.
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
No worst part except that the
vision ended. Best part, knowing that my Dad's love is always here.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes My belief in God is stronger than ever.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Indescribable
joy and peace. Awe in its purest form.
Was
the experience witnessed or experienced by others?
Yes
I
told my mother about this experience the next day and she said that it was odd
because that morning she had awakened in her her home with a strong sense of my
father's presence.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
THe
whole experience had an "epiphany" type feeling to it.
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain
More
than a few times at work, coworkers have commented on seeing a kind of fog or
haze around me upon entering the room or area I am in. Don't know what to make
of this and I usually just try to shrug it off. I don't see it.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes They listened with an opened mind. My sister tried to reinterpret the
message. My dad was absent from my life for the first year (stationed over seas)
and she thought maybe he was referring to that. Also as mentioned earlier, Mom
had a similar experience.
Have
you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or
web site?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?
He visited a
few times in later "dreams." But not in several years. The last visit was 5
years ago.
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
Yes
Premonition dreams usually involving people close to me. Out of body
experience.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes