Was very weak after hours of vomiting and was lying on the floor at home.  Noticed up in left corner of vision (all black and white) my deceased mother

was standing there.  Neither of us acknowledged each other.  She bent down and placed her hand under my nose (it seemed like she was checking to see if I was still breathing.)  No feelings of love or judgment.  After checking my breathing she levitated slowly up to my left and vanished.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Uncertain   Extreme vomiting, diarrhea

Was the experience difficult to express in words?....No....

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?....Normal consciousness and alertness    Was awake at all times, just extremely weak and sick at my stomach.....

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    All viewed in black and white

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    Silence

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?    No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?....Tired, sick, praying for strength  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?....No....

Did you see an unearthly light?....No....

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin    A short in counter with my mother who had been dead 40 years

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....Yes    Yes, my deceased Mother

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?....No....

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?....No....

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?....No....

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?....No....No, Simply an awareness of my deceased mother

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....

Did you come to a border or point of no return?....No....

Did scenes from the future come to you?....No....

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....No....

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....No changes in my life........

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?    Uncertain     Can't feel certain about afterlife

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?....No    

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes   next morning

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....Yes     this, however been my only experience

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:....Experience was definitely real    lingering images in my mind, especially puzzled black and white image with no feelings of love from my mother.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience was definitely real....no love felt at all

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....trying to be more patient with loved ones

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....No   

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....No   

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?    Yes