Herbie P's
ADC
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I fell asleep in the living room, and in a moment - to the left, my Dad appeared. Half-asleep or half-awake, I tried to scream out the word, "Daaadddd," and my mouth moved in slow motion (which it rarely does in the full waking state).
My Dad, who looked great - probably around 48ish (he died when he was 83), started walking towards the hallway and into my office. He sat down to the left of the computer, and he started talking. But I couldn't hear him. I asked him to speak up, but I still had trouble hearing what he had to say. Only a few things were clear.
One of them was a compliment on my new computer, "Nice computer," he said. He clearly knew (knows) how much the computer means to my work - and really to me, in general). So he was definitely tugging at my heart.
Because I've been worried about my Mom, I plain just came out and asked him, "Dad? Can I ask about, Mom. What's going to happen to her?"
"Not yet," he said. "Not yet."
Now I don't mean if he meant, "I can't not yet ask about Mom. And he can't yet give me an answer (which I kinda think it is). Or if she isn't yet meant to pass into a spirit for a while (which I think it is not - because she is relatively healthy - beyond the memory issue)
My Dad then rose from the chair, walked over to me and hugged me...and I felt this incredible warmth...it was REAL. I felt his embrace and physical "heat" coming from his body - which was solid, and not transparent or anything (like in the movies).
Just before he hugged me, however, he said something like, "Oh, you have such a glow about you." And he meant that literally. Somehow he said, I had a "light" around my physical form. My "aura," apparently, is quite bright.
I was a little shocked to hear that. Me? I have a "glow"? I mean, he was the one in spirit, and he's tell ME that I have a glow about me. Either way, it was an awesome feeling of comfort, as I am, like way too many of the rest of us, so hard on myself.
Anyway, he then pulled away and started walking back into the living room and out the door. But once he left my apartment, my building became some other building - with a courtyard - and other residents that I did not recognize were walking in and out of the courtyard. There were two women specifically, that I remember. Pretty ladies. One was visiting another upstairs, to the second floor, in the apartment above me.
I then noticed a security guard. He was watching me as I was watching my father walk away. Then I couldn't see my father anymore. It's not like he vanished into thin air or anything. I just couldn't see him anymore. And the security guard said, "What's wrong? Who you looking for? The old man?" And I thought, "But my father doesn't look old." I then woke up - and realized it was the day after Father's Day.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you
hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside
of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of
knowing what was communicated?
It was
outside of me. And he was talking, but very quietly. I had to ask him to
speak up.
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from
the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?
Yes. But
again, his voice was quieter - and calmer.
Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other
source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
No.
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of
the experience?
No.
Did you
feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the
deceased?
Yes
He hugged
me - and I felt his solid body. Like he was alive.
Was the
touch familiar or unfamiliar?
Neither.
It was just a great loving hug. I can't answer this really, in comparison
to when he hugged me in THIS reality. Because I don't remember those hugs.
Was anything communicated by the touch?
Yes. A
hug. A big beautiful hug. And right before that, he told me that I
glowed. Me. I was the one that glowed - which I thought was strange.
Because I was the one who was alive in THIS world. He should have glowed -
which, now that I think about it, it kinda did.
Is there
any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
No.
Did you
see the deceased?
Yes
He was
younger, something like 48...but when he died he was 83. And he was dressed
like he would have dressed on Earth. In a nice shirt, with a
windbreaker-type jacket out. I think it was yellow.
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
Solid, but
glowing.
How much
of the deceased did you see?
All of him.
Did the
deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
He was not
the age he was when he died. He died at 83. He looked like he was in his
late 40s.
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
Very
healthy.
Is there
any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
No.
Did you
smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the
deceased?
Uncertain
How long
did the experience last?
about ten
or twenty minutes that I can figure. I got up, and looked at the clock and
it was 3:17 AM. I read somewhere that great spiritual contact usually
transpires around 3:00 AM (or PM). So I figured this happened. That he
appeared to me at 3:00 AM and we talked until 3:17 - when I woke up.
Was the
beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
Sudden.
Could you
sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes,
Content.
Did the
deceased give you information you did not previously know?
Yes. That
I had a glow about me.
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience
was definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as
real or not real:
It was real
to me because I FELT his solid body. And experienced a PHYSICAL WARMTH.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
Yes
Was there
any emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
Best part
was seeing my Dad.
Worst part not seeing him when I awakened.
Has your
life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
N0
comment Happier, more content, at peace.
Did the
experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes See
question 24.
Death
Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever
dies first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
No
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes Yes,
when I walked into my office in the waking state, I felt his presence there.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Happy,
content. Relieved that he's okay - and that THIS life is not the end. And
that there are those like him, guided by God, who are watching over us.
Was the
experience witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did you
have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
Did you
become aware of future events?
Yes
Yes. That
my mother would remain healthy and alive for much longer.
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you
meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did you
see a light?
Yes
A light
around him.
Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes
Acceptance.
Have you
shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or
web site?
Yes
On my own
blog.
Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes