Helen G's
ADC
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I was putting milk in
the fridge in the kitchen, a black streak caught my eye outside in the patio, so
I went to the window and I can only describe a heat shimmer appeared where my
father used to sit in his lounger outside on the patio, I looked at it and my
father appeared in his same cloths he wore here. He got up off his lounger and
floated away, he didn't use his walking stick as he would have done. 2 weeks
later I was standing outside a shop and this wee old lady said to me your father
is standing behind you, I said I don't think so he died 2 years ago and she said
I know, you seen him recently and he wasn't using his walking stick.
Was this experience
difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
No
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Did you see the
deceased?
No comment
appeared the same
except without using his walking stick
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
solid, also somewhat
transparent
How
much of the deceased did you see?
whole body except face
as he was walking away, his back of his whole body I saw
Did
the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
same age as when he
died
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
he didn't have a limp
Is
there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the
experience last?
about 7 seconds
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
gradual at the
beginning and then gradual when he departed
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
No
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
I know what I seen, I was busy doing things and wasn't even thinking of my dad
at the time, Having that wee old lady saying that to me two weeks later
confirmed to me it wasn't my imagination.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in
detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:
Shocked, elated and
slightly frightened for a while afterwards
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
I felt I could let
my father go and I stopped searching for answers to his whereabouts
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Seeing with my 2 eyes,
the worst was what have I done. I thought I prayed for daddy to show me signs of
life after death and I was afraid he was going to be stuck here because of me.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
Yes, I find I'm
in a very empty world and nobody wants to listen to my stories. Nobody I know
believes in afterlife, except my dear husband who died last year and that's
another story for you, the experience I've had since he died
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I became very spiritual
Did
the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.? Yes,
I then wanted to find out if there was a god, so I searched and he came to me in
my 3rd eye.
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
Yes
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
I it
happen, I used to say to my dad, Daddy when you die will you come and tell me
your still alive. He did. I also then wanted more so I started to say to God
please tell me there is a god, This lasted for 1 year after I seen my dad and
then I seen Jesus which I think was from my 3rd eye, it was different, it was so
beautiful and full of such emotion, I think of that experience everyday of my
life.
Was
the experience witnessed or experienced by others?
Yes
I
phoned my brother straight way to tell him, I said guess who I have just seen a
was he replied Daddy, I said why do you say that and he said he had seen him get
out of a van that arrived at his house and when the man got close it wasn't
daddy but a workman, but my brother was convinced it was my dad, I would call
that transfiguration
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
I
saw Jesus a year later, I also became quite intuitional
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location
described above?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes my brother, he sort of believes me as he seen dad as well at the same
time in a different location, he doesn't say much in case he is ridiculed
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher
or web site?
Yes
I
gave same story to SEEING GOD website
Is
there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?
no
Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect
the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
Yes
When
I was 21 I had an OBE when I was working in a office, I seemed to see myself and
was telling myself to hurry up and get back into my body as I would miss the
post at 5.30pm, about 2 months later I was decorating flat for Christmas and
suddenly I felt so tired and never felt like it in my life, I went to bed for a
nap and suddenly I felt a weight on me and I was sinking deeper and deeper. I
suddenly was in this tunnel like a vortex and there was a pinhead of a light at
the end of it and I felt it was taking ages to get to it, suddenly I came out of
the tunnel and it was beautiful, I arrived at white pearly gates and all these
people behind the gates had their arms stretched out , I felt they all loved me,
I never knew them, I got to the entrance and a voice said to me come in. I said
I cant I have to go back and look after my husband, I awoke with a jerk and got
up out of bed, may I say I used to get blue lips and out of breath when I ran
for the bus but that disappeared after that. I also had never heard of pearly
gates before
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes