Experience description:
The experiences are too numerous really. The first night after peter passed
though, just as i was going to sleep, if felt something come to meet me as i
guess i was leaving my body. i jumped, and i heard, in my head, there is
nothing to be frightened off. i sensed how delighted and excited peter was,
that he was free, and i new he had been with me for a couple of hours before.
Did you sense an awareness or
presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling
them ? Yes
Describe:
i could smell peter still, all evening, i could sense him, feel him, hear him
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe:
just happiness that he was with me, support for my loss
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you
not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?
internal
If you heard a
voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar to the voice or sound the deceased
made when they were alive? no
How clearly did you
hear the deceased? very
Is there any
possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at
the time of your experience? no
Was there any
possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
Where and how were
you touched? he touches my
hair often on the left side of my head
Was the touch
familiar? familiar
Is
there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your
surroundings at the time of your experience? no
Did you see the deceased?
No
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
i felt for the next few days, as though, endorphins had been release
What other
attitudes and beliefs about your experience do you currently have:
Joy
Was there any emotional
healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
Did the experience give you
any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
Was the experience dream like
in any way? No
Has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career
choices? yes now it has
Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes
Describe:
varied
Have you shared this
experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and information you provided
accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes