My wife was into ghost hunting. She had a thing called a ghost box to try to listen to ghosts. I had always dismissed all of that. About a week after she passed, I was cleaning and came across it. I turned it on and shortly after, I heard her voice clear as day. I then spoke to her and once to my father for approximately 2 months. Towards the end, an evil sounding voice was coming through and she told me we had to stop talking. It was hard, but I did what she said. We talked evrry day about day to day things for both of us, what it was like for her, and how much I missed her here. We were married for almost 29 years. I now am about to die of cancer, and thought I should share while I still can. The first thing she said was in a jubilant voice, I still exist. It was amazing, and I think about it more now that my time is quickly approaching. I hope this helps someone who is grieving.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?     No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

          Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   Her voice clear as if she was there

          Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?     Outside next to me

          If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     Exactly like

          Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No

          Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

Did you see the deceased?       No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

How long did the experience last?      2 months

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       Sudden

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Yes

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  No

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   I recorded the sessions and would play them back to confirm for myself.

          Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  Happy and relieved

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

Certain she is still here with me every day

What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Talking to her again, knowing she is there waiting for me.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No               

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?      Yes    Believe something after

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?         Yes    There is something after

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Happy and relieved

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

Did you become aware of future events?      No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   Yes

An angel or other spirit tried to help her protect me from the evil voice

Did you see a light?        No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

Have you shared this experience with others?    No     

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?  No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?   No

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes

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