Elizabeth's
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My
husband and two children and I were en route to the funeral service for my
mother. I was mulling over in my mind what I would say during the service if I
were requested to speak. I was thinking about my mother and all that she had
contributed to others and to myself. I was thinking intensely loving thoughts
about her, and trying to distill her "essence" or being into words. I suddenly
felt a wave of grief wash over me, and I silently asked her "Where are you now,
Mommy?" I looked up from my tears to see a flatbed truck just ahead of us, with
a car bearing the license plate "BELIEVE." My children saw it at the exact same
moment and both commented on it. A few moments after that, as I was watching
the sky through the car window, I felt an overwhelming sense of joy which I have
never before experienced. It was astounding in its intensity and filled me with
a sense of well-being and bliss. It grew in intensity and lingered for at least
a minute, perhaps more. It is very hard to describe exactly how I felt. It was
as though the universe was being revealed to me as as a world filled with love
which was all-encompassing and accepting. There was no room there for anything
bad or evil. I distinctly felt that my mother was experiencing this love and was
sharing it with me. It was absolutely incredible and like no earthly love.
This feeling so shook me that I continued to feel its effects even after the
actual feeling of joy left me, which happened gradually during the car ride. I
was certain that my mother was no longer suffering and that she was experiencing
this feeling of intense love wherever she was.