Derek S's
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The night our granddaughter died she was in Raymond terrace New south Wales ( her husband was a f/18 pilot in the raaf at the time) My wife and I where at home in Melbourne Victoria. We where sitting watching TV in the evening when my grandmother appeared holding a baby, She had on her black coat at the time, she never spoke only shook her head and looked really sad. I turned to my wife and said Jacinta has just died. ( I find this very hard to write about.) The phone rang a few moments later, it was our son in law with the awful news.
Time passed and I kept seeing my grandmother at various times when good or bad news arrived. On my granddaughters third birthday she appeared in our living room looking lovely and radiant. I told my wife she was there. It was only for a few moments but it gave me peace.
About 8 years after I had started seeing my g/mother I awoke one night about 3am to see her standing by the bed, she was with another lady and was truly excited, for the first time I heard her speak, she told me she was moving on and she really was looking forward to going to this next level. the lady she was with was an angel ( no wings ) I couldn't see her face but I could see all the rest of her. They both glowed and where excited to be going. the angel was taking her. my g/mother told me that I wouldn't be seeing her for some time and wished me goodbye.
Our daughter
had a son the following year and when he was 4 years old he was playing in our
pool when he turned to myself and my wife and asked us did we know what happened
when you die. we answered you went to heaven or something like that. he became
annoyed and said he could remember being an old man and closing his eyes and
when he opened them he was in another place. he said it was like your birthday
everyday but no presents and all your friends are there. he also said that he
chose to be with his Mum & Dad and that as he got older he would meet all his
friends again around the world because they would be getting born now. A moment
later he had forgotten everything he said and now at 14 he won't believe he said
it.
Was this experience
difficult to express in words?
No
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not
hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?
sound came within no words spoken
aloud
If you heard a
voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the
deceased made when they were alive?
the voice was the same. my
granddaughter said look at me granddad. it was the only time I heard her speak
at age three
Is there any
possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
no
Was there any
possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you see the
deceased?
Yes
when I first saw my grandmother
she looked healthy and as time went on she seemed to glow with health more and
more till the last time when she had light coming from her in a bluish/white
radiance
How clearly did
the deceased appear?
80% solid
How much of the
deceased did you see?
all
Did the deceased
appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
as above she didn't look younger
and yet she did look younger like having so much energy you could burst
How healthy did
the deceased appear to be?
G/mother had 5 strokes previous to
fatal one lost use of arm and slurred speech. as above was healthy when seen.
G/daughter was born with downs syndrome and only two chambers in her heart as
well as having to have a colostomy operation due to blocked bowel. we where told
she might live till 13 yrs old by hospital.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
no
Did you smell a distinct
smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the experience
last?
with my g/mother usually about 20
to 30 seconds. the night she left about a minute
Was the beginning and end of
the experience gradual or more sudden?
always sudden
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased?
Yes
Did the deceased give you
information you did not previously know?
yes as above. when her son
/my uncle, died in England or someone was really ill. also when we had family
coming to visit and they hadn't told us yet etc.
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience?
Experience was definitely real
Please explain
why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:
To many times I informed other
people before we received the news from source
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
each time it was just a normal
day. I had even forgotten it was my granddaughters birthday due to a head injury
suffered at 14 I tend to forget things ie b/days dates and so on
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
loss of family members then seeing
them so happy and knowing we are always joined for all time
Did the experience give you
any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God,
etc.?
none that
I didn't already have
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes I was shown Mrs. Gandhi being assassinated by her guards and told numerous
people, also a plane full of Moslems falling out the sky, the plane had red on
the tail plane. A month later we heard of the Canadian airline going down in the
Atlantic carrying Moslems to Mecca. it was like watching a tv in my head. I told
my wife and others
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
happy seeing grandma sad
brokenhearted when my granddaughter died but really happy for her when I saw how
well she was in spirit.
Was the experience witnessed
or experienced by others?
Yes
when our granddaughter died I
told my wife before we had the news, our granddaughter was 1200kms away with her
parents.
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No, as above. when i was run over
in1984 my mother rang from England to ask what was wrong
Did you become aware of future
events?
Yes, as above
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
my mother saw my fathers
funeral a fortnight before he died at age 27, she told me that till I was seven
I would talk to the man in the sailors clothes. my father was in the royal navy
I was only months old when he died.
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
with my family, they all accept
it and take it for granted as I have told them many things concerning them
before it arises
Have you shared this
experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything else you
would like to add regarding your experience?
My daughters brother in law
committed suicide age 31, she told her husband that something terrible was
happening to someone close to him and she was powerless to stop it, It was 5pm,
he stepped in front of a train at 5pm in Melbourne, it would seem she also has
the ability. her husband flies for a major airline
Did you ever in your life have
a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual
event?
Uncertain
at 14 yrs old was hit on the
head by a house brick, it caved my skull in and I wasn't expected to live, lots
of things happened that night but I can't remember it all ,it's just like a half
remembered dreams.
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes, I think I was able to answer all your questions and they covered all the
major points.
Please
offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
none