Experience description:
I lost Adam, age 23 Oct. 3rd,2001 due to
a Heroin overdose. Adam was my first child of three. I was sitting out on the
porch 2 weeks after we buried him and I was visualizing him sitting next to me
as he always did and I just wanted to remember him from head to toe as I saw him
last. I felt the need to receive a hug from him and I felt this great feeling as
I visualized leaning on his shoulder and I felt as if I had gotten a hug from
him. I felt a peace come over me.
A week later, same porch, both experience's were in broad daylight) I wanted to
go back and receive another hug. I shut my eyes and my vision all turned to a
light red like when you do when you sit in the sun without sunglasses. At that
very moment my sites and sounds, everything clued in and it sounded like a
vacuum noise at the same time felt like I was zoomed mentally to this place. I
saw thousands of people at what seemed like to me as a beach setting ( just
seemed to me to be the logical answer for it was daylight there and so many
people) I was thinking to myself as this was taking place that this could not be
real for it was daylight, and I was not dreaming nor was I on any medication to
help deal with my loss)
As I noticed all the people I was zoomed in to my son Adam walking down a path.
I seemed to be with 4 or 5 feet of him. He turned around as if something had
distracted him and had a look of puzzlement on his face that something had
called his attention but he knew not what it was. Before Adam passed he had
buzzed his hair and in this vision his hair was all one length and to his
shoulders. It seemed as soon as I saw him and he turned around distracted, then
he turned and proceeded and I lost the vision and I opened my eyes in total
happiness that I had seen him again, peaceful that I had seen him and I knew he
was safe but puzzled that he did not know it was me that he turned around for.
I had been praying to the Lord to show me that he was in his care for I was
living in doubt that he was safe. I just wanted to share this for it is so
amazing and wonderful that I was given this vision. I hope to have more later.
Maybe I am not to have another, but I feel a prayer was answered for me in that
one time and I know that we will see each other again. Thanks for listening and
letting me share this awesome experience for others to hear. I believe with all
that I am that this was very real and I was given such a gift from the Lord to
see my son on his way.
Love and Peace, Adam's Mom,
Denise