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Experience description:

My husband Tony passed away on 2/2/2016 at 8:56 am. After coming home from the hospital, I discovered that the clock on my bedroom wall had stopped at 8:56. I had just replaced the battery the week before, so I took it out to discover that the battery worked just fine. That night summoned me outside. I had no idea why I wanted to go out because it was the middle of winter. When I got out there, I discovered a soft misty rainfall that felt warm to my skin. At that moment he spoke to me giving me several messages, then I felt him wrap his love around me. I stood there for an hour wrapped in his love without even a chill.

After that he started playing with the microwave and TV. My adult son stayed with me for a while from the military and heard him walking in the kitchen. He has showed himself as a shadow on the bedroom wall for his grandkids. He has come through on a phone call between me and my daughter. We heard static and then heard him breathing( my husband had a distinctive way of breathing). I also have a picture of me at his memorial service with his arm around me. But the connection that I am very fond of and look forward to everyday, is when he comes to me in the bed. It is the most erotic and tantalizing experience a human being can have. He visits me everyday until the present. He has given me many messages though a medium and also my daughter. He has answered questions to things that only me and him share. He had also left me eight feathers all at different times. The first time, I had just left the room for about 30 seconds and turned around and walked back in and there was this beautiful white feather on the floor right in my path.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?       Yes

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?         Yes

             Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   The night after his passing, he spoke to me telepathically and very dominate and gave me messages regarding his funeral and he also told me he would be using me as his portal.

             Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?            It was like a sound inside of me but not of me. When he first spoke, it frightened me just a little.

             If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?           It was similar to his voice but I knew it was him.

             Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?          Absolutely not.

             Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?            Absolutely not.

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?           Yes

 Arms, neck, head, thighs, and bottom

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?  Very familiar

             Was anything communicated by the touch? Unconditional Love

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?          Absolutely not

 Did you see the deceased?        No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?   Yes

             What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?          his own distinct body odor

             Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?    we have been in a passionate relationship for forty-one years and I am very familiar with his scent.

             Was anything communicated by the smell?  Unconditional Love

             Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?    absolutely not

 How long did the experience last?       45 minutes to a hour

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?        gradual

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           Yes

 Unconditional Love

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? He had reminded me of the date that he ask me to marry him

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

             Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:         My husband did a lot to let us know that he still exist. He has done everything except actually show his self.

             Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

 Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:          The only feelings we have when together is unconditional love.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?          Yes

 Without his visits and tender love and care, I don't know if I could make it.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?     Our time spent with him holding me.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?       Yes                 Describe:            I am more spiritually awakened now.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes     I know for sure that there is a afterlife, and that we will all go home one day, and I will return to my beloved.

 Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?   Yes     I have been spiritually awakened. After being prompted by my husband, I have done tons of research and discovered that we are twin flames. It has been written that once you reconnect with your twin flame, the connection can never be broken.

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact? Yes

 We promised each other at a young age that who ever passed first, if we possibly could, we would come back to each other. And so he did! We always wanted to go together because we knew it would be really hard on the other.

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?    Yes Last week I talked to him about my ex who passed right after him. I ask him if he could talk to him and let him know that we were twin flames. The next night he came to my daughter in a dream and told her that my ex was not with him and that he was waiting for me.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?           He comes to me in the mornings so when we are done I feel as though I can get through the day.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           Yes

 He has come to each of my four children in a different manner. He has also come to us through electronics and a phone call with all of us together.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?   Yes

 I am now aware through my husband that we together completed a important mission for God, by showing the many people around us of our unconditional love

 Did you become aware of future events?       Yes

 Me and my beloved will spend eternity together.

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes

My psychic ability has expanded.

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?           No

 Did you see a light?          No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?          No

 Have you shared this experience with others?        

Yes     Some responded with criticism, while some were believers.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

  Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?      I tried to reach out to the news stations in my city but got no reply. So I started writing a book about my experiences.

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?      No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Yes