As I lay awake in bed I close my eyes I start to hear a faint noise I lay quietly to focus to identify the sound it lasted a few minutes I thought it was a xylophone and further on I realized I was hearing a wind chime each bar singularly after this happens I am asleep. I am in the 1st section of our bathroom the light is on I am putting my hair up as usual I look in the mirror and see my self as I appear now (present day) there is a door to my right where you enter the 2nd part of our bathroom it is open and the light is off. I noticed the shower curtain move I turned to face the room and loudly called

"Sean" and he came forward into the room I was in with the light on. I feel I might not have much time, I said " Sweetheart I love you , you know that right ? And I am sorry for everything, he responded " I don't like how it ended" and he said ___ sold ___ to ___ I tried but couldn't remember the names. His teeth were like pearls and when he spoke I could hear him yet he mouthed the words so I could read his lips, I could only see his mouth not his eyes. I recognized him by his baseball cap and favorite shirt .  After I knew it was him , his clothes were gone and I only saw skin. I could then only see him from the neck to his waist. I am scanning his body with my eyes he had a tattoo on his chest with my name on it and at the hospital he had 2 tubes in his side and they cracked his chest and I couldn't find a mark, no tattoo no scar nothing. He was bigger than life (I am taller than he was), but in this dream I stood to his chest I didn't see nipples on his body just unblemished skin. Next I see us laying together in a bed he was holding me I was peaceful, comfortable and happy I don't know how long we were there. he gets up and I followed when I was half way up he goes to pick me up and carry me. ( I am bigger than he is in life) so in this dream I am thinking he cant do this and he did, effortlessly he stands me up I look and see my chest we are naked he carries me to a different bed and lays me underneath him and says "this is for you " and started to make love to me" I cried out "oh sweetheart" I could "feel" him. I awoke a few minutes later trembling with excitement , my heart racing , I could "smell" him in our bedroom I walked around our bed his smell was everywhere. My dream was in color until we went to bed from then on it was black and white.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

            Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no

            Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   no

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?            Yes

In my dream he lifted carried and held me, we made love

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   Very Familiar

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?  no

Did you see the deceased?         Yes

Larger than life , Healthy strong. No tattoo, no scars

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            solid in the 1st part the entire dream changed after I identified him and we went to the beds.

            How much of the deceased did you see?       Mouth to chest

            Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?       I don't know

            How healthy did the deceased appear to be?            In much better physical health , physically larger and stronger

            Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?           no

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?      Yes

            What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?           His smells sweat deodorant his body smells

            Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?     Yes, it was "his" smell

            Was anything communicated by the smell?   It let me know he was here

            Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?        no

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?         Gradual

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?           No

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  Don't know yet

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?           Experience was definitely real

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:           urgent, excited , love

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?           No

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      It was all wonderful

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No      

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No      

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  No           

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?   Yes

yes, he didn't believe until days before his death

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain don't know yet

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

I was aware in my dream that he was dead , that I might not have much time to communicate. I was looking for marks on his body that I knew.

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

Did you see a light?           No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?            No

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Amazement

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           Yes