Crystal M ADC
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Experience description:

I arrived in the parking lot of Wal-Mart around 2pm. The police told me my son had passed away. Probably around 10 am and was found by his girlfriend around 12:30. He had a garbage bag on his head and sprayed air duster in the bag. Most likely suffocation.

I was crying begging them to try harder to bring him back they said they couldn’t do anymore. At this time, I hear my son’s voice and he’s crying telling me it was a mistake and how sorry he was. He didn’t mean it he was upset and wasn’t thinking. He said he didn’t think I loved him and now he could see everything the whole truth and how much I really loved him. He said I can see now it was never you it was always Dad. He was crying still said he didn’t want to go and tried very hard to come back but couldn’t. He said he was so sorry and had to go now and was never coming back. The police told me they had to take me around back behind Wal-Mart in a room while they finished the investigation.

I asked them to please let me say goodbye to my son before they took his body. They said they would bring him where I was when they were done. It must of been 1 1/2 hours. From the time the put me in the room until I walked outside it had rained I didn’t know. When I walked outside to kiss him goodbye there was a huge rainbow brightest I ever seen from end to end in front of us. The officer said oh my god that’s from your son. I kissed him goodbye under the rainbow. Two days later I was telling a friend who lives above Wal-Mart. She said she saw it and others in the neighborhood. She said it wasn’t really rain more like mist. We live in Az desert it hadn’t rained all winter. I asked her to ask around if anyone had taken pictures. They did I gave about 7 pictures. Also I looked up, bible verses about rainbows and death. Ezekiel 1:28 came up which is the date he passed 1/28.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      No

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

           Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   I heard his voice and he was crying telling me it was a mistake.

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?     Inside

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     Yes

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

 Did you see the deceased?       No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      A few minutes for the message and then 1 1/2 hours until the rainbow appeared.

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       Gradual

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Yes

 He was so sad to leave and didn’t want you to go he was crying.

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  Yes he said he thought I didn’t love him but now he could see the truth he could see everything. He could see how much I loved him. He said I can see it was never you it was all dad.

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   I wasn’t sure at first when I heard his voice I did think maybe it was me making it in my head but when I saw the rainbow I knew it was him.

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  No       

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  I was so sad my son was gone. When I walked outside and saw the rainbow I thought for one second I heard music from heaven. And felt peace.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

 I am grieving immensely for my son but focus on the rainbow that he is in peace and in heaven.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          The death of my son. The message and rainbow and bible verse.

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?          Yes    The Bible verse number matching the date of his death is god telling me yes okay.

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes The people who took pictures and the officer who said the rainbow was from my son.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Sadness grief

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          Yes

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

 Did you become aware of future events?      No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No Response

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        Yes  The rainbow was so bright it was almost unbelievable. As the people who took the pictures Said it was the most unique rainbow.

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    People agreed he’s in heaven. Counselor said I have the gift.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes

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