Crysta K's
ADC
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I was feeling shocked
and saddened at the news of my friend's death, as it seemed he was finally
beginning to recover after a year of ill health. he was the reason I had
returned to church several months after a very hurtful experience there, and so
when he died I immediately began to wonder if I wanted to continue with that
church or not. after talking about this with a mutual friend who goes to our
church and also works in the same office with me, I returned to my desk. I felt
stunned by my friend's unexpected passing, and was trying to get focused enough
to get back to working when a strange event happened. a series of "thoughts"
started coming into my head. they were not my own thoughts, I knew, because I
always think in words, and these had no words even though their meaning was
quite clear. it was like fully formed ideas floating into my mind, one after
another. they made perfect sense to me, and at the same time I was feeling a
great sense of love and compassion -- which is unusual for me. I felt as if I
were in someone else's mind, experiencing their thoughts and feelings. this
lasted for 2 to 3 minutes, it seemed, though it might not have been that long.
and then it suddenly ended and I felt quite myself again. I could not remember,
even immediately after it was over, what the specific messages had been. but I
was left with the distinct and unquestionable conviction that I should stay in
this church. it bothered me that I couldn't remember exactly what I had been
"told" were the reasons for that decision, but I remembered feeling during the
event a sense of "of course, it is perfectly reasonable -- how could I have ever
thought otherwise!" a few weeks later I did consciously try to remember what
the messages were, but I was only able to discern that the general message was
about complete forgiveness and compassion, even toward the people at church who
had done me wrong in the past. I feel certain this communication came from my
friend who had passed away the previous day.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
the communication
was without words or sound, but with very clear meaning
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
Yes
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Uncertain
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
I did not hear
audible sounds or words, but I did receive distinct communication -- a sort of
thought transference, if you will.
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated? I
felt thoughts coming into my mind, and it seemed clear to me that they were
coming from someone else. physically, I felt as if the thoughts were coming to
me from outside myself, but very near and just above my head (right in the spot
where someone's head would have been if they had been standing beside my chair)
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
there was no audible
voice
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
there was no voice, and
no words, just fully-formed thoughts whose meanings came to me
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Did you see the
deceased?
No
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the
experience last?
it seemed like 2
or 3 minutes, although it could have been shorter than that
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
sudden
beginning, and sudden ending. I was very distinctly aware when thoughts and
feelings that were not my own started entering my consciousness, and very
distinctly aware of when that ended and I started thinking my own thoughts
again. (that is very hard to explain)
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
love, compassion,
and forgiveness permeated the whole experience
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
I can't remember
the specific messages, but I remember feeling that they made perfect sense, and
were so obviously true that I couldn't believe I had ever thought otherwise.
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
it was like nothing I have ever experienced before. fully formed thoughts
conveyed to my mind without words -- thoughts and feelings that were nothing
like my own before and after the experience.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
a great sense of love
and compassion and "right-ness" about the messages I was receiving
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
although the
immediate feelings of love and compassion and forgiveness faded away when the
experience ended, the memory of them has made me consciously try to remember to
take a more loving approach to people and situations in my life
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
best part was the
feelings of compassion I felt during the experience. worst part was just that my
dear friend is gone and I miss him.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I stayed in my
church, though I probably would have decided to leave it if I hadn't had the
experience.
Did you have
any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
more forgiving of faults in myself and other people
Did the experience
give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God,
etc.?
Yes
it made me much more aware of the importance of forgiveness and compassion
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
confusion, wonder,
happiness that my friend (if that's who it was) had come to me to help me make a
difficult decision
Was the experience
witnessed or experienced by others?
No
there were others
sitting nearby, but they did not notice anything
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did you see a
light?
No
Did any part of
your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
I only shared it with my mother and two friends, all of whom have had
experiences with people who have died or are soon going to die (premonitions).
since they have had similar experiences, they believe my experience was real.
Have you shared
this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything
else you would like to add regarding your experience?
I had a premonition
prior to my father's death, which I will report separately. these are the only
two "paranormal" experiences I have ever had, to my knowledge.
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in
your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other
spiritual event?
Yes
a premonition of my
father's death
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
Please offer any
suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
can't think of any
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION #2
I was going to a
meeting at the hospital where I work. I had just walked through the lobby when I
heard my dad call my name. It sounded like it came from about 10 feet behind me.
I turned around to look for him, even though I knew full well that he was a
thousand miles away at his home in Michigan. I did not see him, of course. And I
reasoned with myself that someone in the crowded lobby had probably said
something that sounded like my name, and had a voice similar to my dad's. At
that very moment, though, I felt an awful sense of foreboding. That frightened
me, because there was absolutely no reason for such a feeling to hit me just
then. If anything was wrong with Dad, my mother or brother would have let me
know. I considered going back to my office to call them, but didn't know what I
would tell them as to why I called. So I went on to my meeting and thought I
might call my parents later. (We were not in the habit of keeping in contact by
phone, but emailed almost daily.) That was on a Thursday. I got my usual email
from my mother that evening or the next day, and there was nothing out of the
ordinary. Meanwhile, I had sort of put the event out of my mind. On Saturday my
dad started feeling sick. He thought he had the flu. He was generally very
healthy, with no underlying health problems at all. On Monday my mother's email
said that Dad was still feeling sick and she had persuaded him to see a doctor
the next day. On Tuesday evening my brother called. Dad had been in the
emergency room all day, steadily deteriorating, and they weren't sure what was
wrong with him but they were admitting him to ICU. We were not able to leave
until the next morning, and by the time we got halfway there they had figured
out that he had a "flesh-eating" bacterial infection and there was no hope of
survival. They were waiting for us to get there and say our goodbyes before
removing him from life support. About halfway to Michigan I suddenly remembered
the premonition I had experienced. They took dad off life support in the wee
hours of Thursday morning -- one week after I heard him call my name. I believe
that some part of his mind or spirit knew exactly when he became infected, and
tried to communicate that to me.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
I distinctly
heard my dad's voice call my name.
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
It seemed to have come from about 10 feet behind me, and I turned around to look
for him, even though I knew he couldn't be there.
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
He was alive at the
time. It sounded like his normal voice, at its normal volume -- the same volume
he would have used to get my attention in that environment, which was a rather
large room full of people.
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
It is possible. What I
heard could easily be explained away. But the unreasonable feeling of foreboding
that washed over me was what gave it significance.
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
No
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Did you see the
deceased?
No
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the
experience last?
A few seconds.
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
Sudden. Two
distinct phases -- Hearing dad call my name, followed by a wave of foreboding
for which there was no rationale.
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
No
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
No
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
Because I had never heard my dad remotely call my name before, although I had
heard my mother say my name (when she was 2000 miles away) several times in the
past, but with no particular emotional reaction. What made this different was
the sense of foreboding, and the events that followed -- my dad's sudden illness
and death.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in
detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:
A wave of foreboding,
as if something bad had happened or was going to happen.
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
No
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
No best part. Worst
part was my dad's death. If I had realized the significance of the experience, I
would have gone to be with him immediately, even though he was not feeling sick
at the time.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Did you have
any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
Did the
experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife,
God, etc.? Yes We are connected to people in more ways than we realize.
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Uncertain
Only in the sense that I felt something bad had happened or was going to happen
to Dad.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Confusion and anxiety,
briefly.
Was the experience
witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
Uncertain
Not specifics, just
a premonition that something bad was happening to my dad.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did you see a
light?
No
Did any part of
your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
My mother. She has had similar experiences in the past, but I never had any
prior to this. She believed me.
Have you shared
this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web
site?
Yes
NDERF
Is there anything
else you would like to add regarding your experience?
Not sure if this counts
as ADC, or if I should have gone to the website for other spiritual events.
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
I had an after death
communication from a friend the day after he died. But it was entirely
non-verbal.
Did you ever in
your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other
spiritual event?
Uncertain
Only as described
above.
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
Please offer any
suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
None