Cindi B's
ADC
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The day my Mom passed
in my house, the funeral directors had already taken her body and I was sitting
in a room with one large mirror on the wall. I was crying and I looked into the
mirror and looked behind me in the mirror and there was a woman walking fast
behind me. She had dark hair to her shoulders and white blouse with no sleeves.
I did not recognize her. Also, 4 days after my Mom passed, I awoke at 4:00 am,
staring at the ceiling/wall, just thinking of my Mom, when a white mist appeared
and then a 3 foot lighted Angel, like Christmas lights outlining the angel,
which was so bright and twinkling, then to the right of the Angel was some
double lines like for my eyes to follow them and a lighted Dove appeared. I am
not sure but may this lasted for a minute, then vanished. I truly feel this was
my Mom either thanking me for taking care of her or it was her guardian angel
telling me she was okay. I will never forget this experience. I also a few
months later heard her whisper my name and my TV was on in my bedroom, with my
two little dogs with me and they even jerked their head to the room next to mine
where she had passed.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
Yes
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:
As I said, later
after My Mom's passing, I heard her whisper my name.
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
externally.
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
NO.
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
No. I am a court
reporter. I am trained to hear very well.
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
About an hour after
my Mom passed, I was talking to her and she raised one eye open as if to give me
a wink, like everything is fine.
Did you see the
deceased?
No
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
I was totally awake, just lying in bed, thinking of my Mother and where did she
go.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I was in awe. Just
staring. Did not take my eyes off of the Angel and Dove.
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
I am not afraid to
die. There is life after death.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
It was so beautiful but
I wished it would have lasted longer, obviously.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I am not afraid
to die. I want to work with the dying, like Hospice. I like talking about my
experience with other people.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Believe in the afterlife. That is when I started googling after death
experiences.
Did the experience
give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God,
etc.?
Yes
Afterlife and I have to this day visit after-death.com.
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
Yes
Before my Mom
passed, I asked my Mom for three butterflies as signs from her. When I went to
Church three days following her passing, I went to a church I had not been to
before and in each corner of the church wall/ceiling were 3 huge paper mache
butterflies as a set in the corners of the walls, on each side, 3 each.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
Ecstatic,
overwhelmingly so happy, I wanted to tell the world.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes
I saw a butterfly
outside on my house and I just knew it was Mom. I told the butterly: I love you
Mom. And right then the butterfly landed on my cheek and I felt a human kiss and
the butterfly flew away, circling around me as it left.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings other than the deceased?
No
Did you see a
light?
Yes
Many lights
surrounding the angel and dove.
Did any part of
your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
Many people.
Have you shared
this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web
site?
Yes
After-death.com
Is there anything
else you would like to add regarding your experience?
My son has had an out
of body experience and my sister was with my mom a month before she passed and
witnessed many spirits in the room and heard a voice talking to my mother in my
mother's ear.
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in
your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other
spiritual event?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
Please offer any
suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I believe I have
described the experience to its fullest level.