Cathy K ADC
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Experience description:

My friend, Matsie, died at the age of 17 from cancer. The day after she died about 5 people had a dream about her and I was one of them. Recently I had another dream about her.

I went to another world to see her. Everyone in this world had already died. As soon as I got there, she was waiting for me. I’ve been there many times but I only remember this dream.

She asked me if I delivered her message to the human world. I can’t remember what the message was because it took place in the dream before this. I told her I can’t deliver her message and she asked me why not. I told her when I go back to the human world I can’t remember my dreams. She asked me why do you think you can’t remember your dreams and I told her I don’t know.

She said I think I can help you with that and she showed me a time in my past. I was sitting on my back porch alone when suddenly a cardinal flew down to see me. It stayed there for the longest time less than 5 feet away from me. In the dream she wanted me to know this was her.

After she showed me the past, she showed me the present. Again I was sitting on my back porch and she was sitting next to me. The cardinal flew down to see me after it broke a hole through the sky. It started out in black and white and as the cardinal got closer it became more colorful until it was next to me like in my past. She was trying to help me remember this and she told me to pay very close attention to it. She was smiling at me like she was teaching me something. She made the cardinal jump up and down and sing and I remember laughing because it looked funny.

All of a sudden she said we were done and I had to go back. I became scared because I didn’t think I would remember and my fear sent me back immediately. Before I travelled back I asked her what if I don’t remember. She was still smiling at me and she told me I will remember. It confused me that she was so confident I would remember even though I tried many times to remember my dreams and I couldn’t do it.

I travelled back through the darkness of the universe telling myself to remember the dream. I travelled back to earth and flew down to my house. I could see the roof of my house and I knew I was under it sleeping.

Then I was back in my body. My foot moved because I felt like I was falling. It startled me and I opened my eyes after my foot moved. My mind drew a blank and I remembered nothing. I couldn’t remember anything about the dream only that I had forgotten what it was about and who it was about.

I went back to sleep and woke up in the morning. I forgot that I had forgotten my dream. I went out to sit on my back porch. I was not thinking about anything. Suddenly a cardinal flew through the sky. It was in exactly the same place as in the dream where the cardinal had put a hole in the sky except in the dream this part had been in black and white.

I saw it in color but also in black and white. I saw it in the past, present, and future and I remembered everything in the dream.

I feel like she wants me to share my experience with other people to let them know she is real and she exists in another world in another dimension where the past, present, and future are the same. It was the most amazing experience I ever had. It’s changed me and I feel like I have a better understanding of life and death.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    Subconscious

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?  Yes

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   Yes    I remember flying back to my body. I did not want to go back to my body.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          The emotions I felt were very powerful. It was a real experience not just a dream.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         No

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         No     

Did you see a light?        No     

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Uncertain     I felt others in this world. They were watching us talk. I couldn’t see them. Communication was telepathic.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes    My mind was communicating directly with hers. I felt like I was using my 5 senses but I knew I wasn’t. It was telepathic communication. It felt like we were watching TV.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes    Sometimes when I wake up I feel anxious or depressed because I can’t remember my dreams. This experience changed that and changed me for the better.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           Yes    It was a black fog in the universe. It separates our dimension from theirs. When we fly through it we forget our dreams.

Did you become aware of future events?      Yes    I saw her in the past, present, and future at the same time.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          No     

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
         No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?     Yes    I have a better understanding of life.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   In a good way

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    I understand life better

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes          They thought it was weird.

What emotions did you experience following your experience? I felt like she was with me. I felt happy.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?          The best part was when I remembered everything. The worst part was coming back to Earth.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? She never told me what the message was.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes    Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.       Not that I can think of.