At the time of this experience I was very depressed.  I couldn't work and still can't be employed.  My life had been turned upside down with the loss of my best friend and husband.  I only wanted to sleep to escape my own reality in hopes to reunite with my husband in my dreams as I had experienced multiple times before this communication.  I remained in bed day and night and the following afternoon I stayed in bed trying to force more sleep.  My husband had placed a tracking app on both of our phones named Life360.  The app alerted each of our phones to know where the other could be found any time.  A home alert would tell the other when we arrived or left.  Same with a work alert.  The app also recorded travel times between stops and the mph driven.  Even a crash alert if detected.  The app could distinguish if the person was walking, bicycling, motorcycle, bus, car, etc. 

This particular day, as I lay in bed with both his phone and my phone in bed with me, I kept ignoring the repeated alerts notifying my phone of my husband leaving our house and returning a total of 4 times through out the afternoon and evening.  I ignored the alerts and forced myself to sleep.  My husband's good friend came the following day to check on me.  I was still in bed and I told him about my alerts.  We curiously opened the app on my phone to find the locations recorded of that of my husband indeed arriving at our home throughout the day before.  The app recorded my husband appearing our of no where and arriving in a straight line to our home and at a speed of 200 mph on foot!  He left the same, in a straight line on the map and disappearing at the same location in the sky.  Before my husband passed, he had just gotten his motorcycle to reach 200mph!  The last time documented of his arriving and leaving was double the length away but remained the same speed if 200mph.  So he checked on me during my darkest depression and bereavement throughout the entire day.  Watching me as I slept… The experience was recorded on my phone app and GPS recorded his timeline that day.  I have made copies of my phone to prove it is real.” Background Information:

Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      No

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

          Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   My app on my phone alerted me when he arrived at our home and when he left our home several times this day.

          Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?     The sound was only from my phone

          If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     The sound was the same alert we had used on our phones before he passed.

          Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No

          Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         Uncertain

Not sure

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? I was asleep but if touched it would have been familiar cuz I wasn't alarmed

          Was anything communicated by the touch? No

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No

Did you see the deceased?       No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? Uncertain

          What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?          I was asleep

          Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?   If there was a smell it was familiar cuz I was not alarmed

          Was anything communicated by the smell?  No

          Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?         No

How long did the experience last?      Throughout the afternoon and evening

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       Each experience was sudden

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Uncertain

I was asleep unfortunately.

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  I know that my husband is still existing and there is DEFINATELY life after death.  And I know he wanted to make me aware of his visit and help me find peace that he is ok.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

          Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   The experience was recorded on my phone app and GPS recorded his timeline that day.  I have made copies of my phone to prove it is real.

          Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  Distraught, sad and depressed, close to suicidal, lost

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes

I had hope to be with him again one-day.  Relieved that he was ok and still loves me.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?          The best part was the truth in knowing.  The worst is still feeling the separation of him from his physical self.  That we have lost that life quality forever.  Communication as I know it is compromised but has awakened other possible ways to communicate.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes                Describe:     I have almost completed a children's book to help explain loss and death also the stages of grief and how you choose to use the experience to learn and grow or if you allow it to be crippling and hinder your future.           

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?      Yes    I know positively he is ok and felt the need to share my knowledge to help others grieving his loss to help there belief as well.

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?         Yes    I feel a sense of spiritual awakening within myself.

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    Yes

We spoke of it before he passed in a joking manner.  But he withheld his promise to let me know he is ok.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes The app recorded him arriving and leaving throughout the day and evening.  The app tracked him each time until he disappeared or reappeared from the sky our if no where.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Some relief and uplifting of spirits, sad a little because I didn't see him physically, excited that he still existed and still cared and lived me enough to share his wellbeing with me which gave me some hope we would be together again one-day.

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          Yes    Witnessed by one other, but shared with many afterwards.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?          Uncertain   I was asleep.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes

I became certain of life after death and a sense of purpose for my being alive and a sense of his efforts on this Earth had been completed.

Did you become aware of future events?      No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      Uncertain

I am not positive if my other experiences had not been gifts I had simply ignored before losing my husband and then hoping to see or feel and experience something.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   Uncertain

I was asleep.

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?         No

Did you see a light?        Uncertain   I was asleep

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    I believe ok one or 2 people learned from the experience and believed it was so impacting.  Most would listen and witness the truth but chose to ignore it and wouldn't share the truth with others. Maybe in fear if being ridiculed or told they were crazy.

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?   I know that our love we created on this Earth contributed to his communications.  I know our love lives within him still and live helped him find a way back to me.  Love is all anyone needs.

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes 

After my husband passed I was asleep but know I had a out of body experience.  I found him and saw him in a weakened state.  I fought to get near him and help him.  But was forced away from him and pulled back into my reality or life.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.       I would put more questions regarding the deep emotions and love shared with the deceased.  That love is what opens up the communication.  Nothing else give anyone purpose to have communications that are real and spiritual.