Experience description:
Was having a bad bad day, missing my significant other, she has been gone 2.5
years now.
Came home from work sad and angry ( about 1.5 years ago), saying out loud 'why
do people have to die'. Went to bed
in a bad mood and very sad, in the early morning hours I swear it felt as if
someone got into bed ( felt bed go down) and an arm go around me as a lay there.
Also has another experience one time about 2 years ago, where I clearly heard
her voice call my name late at night, woke me up from sleep.
At
times, it feels as though she is with me and when that happens I wonder ' am I
imagining it' or 'is this for real?'?
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of
presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling
them?
Yes
Did you hear the deceased or hear
something associated with the deceased?
Uncertain
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was
communicated:
call my name
Did the voice or sound
seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear
a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?
out side
If you
heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the
deceased made when they were alive?
exactly her voice
Is there
any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Was there
any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
no
Did you feel a touch or experience
any physical contact from the deceased?
Uncertain
in bed sleeping
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
familiar
Was anything communicated by the touch?
warmth, love caring
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other
source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Did you see the deceased?
No
Did you smell a distinct smell,
scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the experience last?
a second
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more
sudden?
sudden
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?
Uncertain
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously
know?
no
How do you currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was definitely real
Please explain
why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:
I view it as real, as I am a skeptical
person, this really seemed to happen
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
Uncertain
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
It was comforting but fleeing... Wish things like this would
happen more frequently.