I had to temporarily move from the house where my husband passed away. Some building work was being done. I feel closer to Brian, when i am in our bedroom because that is where he passed in our bed.  I was resting on our bed, feeling very lonely. I felt a finger, gently prod me on the shoulder i know that it was Brian. He was reassuring me , that he will always be with me no matter where. I have since moved back into our house, and i have smelt carnations in the bedroom. Carnations are my favorite flower.