Ayne's
ADC
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I was in
the ladies room at my office building. I suddenly heard a voice tell me in no
uncertain terms "Crystal is dead". My mind or spirit disassociated from my
body. I walked unsteadily back to my office, disoriented. Once there I expected
someone to tell me that I had an emergency call. It was not till 3 days later
that I was told by police that my daughter had died. She was taken to the
hospital ER almost at the same time I had this experience. I can only explain
this experience as my spirit leaving my body to be with her, but I don't have
the conscious knowledge of it.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Yes The life
threatening event was happening to my daughter and I was unaware of it until 3
days later.
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
alert and oriented until the time I heard this "voice".
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I
did not see myself - I just felt that I was not there in spirit.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
terror
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
The voice
telling me "Crystal is dead".
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes My
daughter Crystal had indeed passed away.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes I felt
numb, disoriented, empty
Did
you become aware of future events?
Yes My
daughter was dying - the next time I saw her she was in a casket.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
No
Did you have
any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you
did not have prior to the experience?
No
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Right now I am
trying to come to terms with what happened. I am seeking peace.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes I have
an open mind more so than I ever had before.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes I am not
sure if they believe it. Some others wish they had this experience.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
fear
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
If my
daughter's spirit sought out my spirit, I am blessed. It is the uncertainty of
afterlife that is disturbing. I am amazed that we have this connection.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I miss
my daughter every moment of every day.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Uncertain
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I will
leave that to you.