AS's
ADC
|
Elle, Grandmother, she died when I was 13. I saw her in the night of her death, standing behind my bed, like a dark shadow covering the space. I was absent at her funeral and so I visited her grave a few months later. I didn't know where it was, but then i saw a woman in a fur jacket with a hat with a feather dashing by and I followed her. Her hair style was old, like in the sixties, when my mother was born and she really looked like her. I followed her around the graveyard, but then she suddenly disappeared at the gate. When I looked around again, I saw a feather landing to a grave stone. It was my grandmothers grave. When I looked for old pictures of her later, I found one when she was wearing a fur jacket and a het with a feather. I never saw that picture before.
Neighbor, I saw him in the night of December 21st, when he was murdered. His house was built in the same way and my room in his house was his living room, where he was killed. I suddenly woke up from a noise of a scream, I dreamt of and when I looked around in my room, I saw a dark figure next to my TV, on the floor. I lit my room, but there wasn't anyone. In the morning I heard about my dead neighbour in the news. It was said that he tried to escape through the window (next to the TV in my room), but he was stabbed in the back with a kitchen knife.
Rose, Grandmother, Me and my mother saw her closing the sheds door in our garden and closing the door to my room. (I was inside and my mother saw it days later from the outside). She often said to me, she felt the presence of deceased, but it was always short time before something bad happened. A few days later the father of my uncles new wife had a heart attack.
Something besides:
I have someone I really like and I had very bad troubles in my life before. I promised this person to stop hurting myself with a Japanese 'pinky swear'. When I was on my way home from school, I suddenly felt a terrible pain in my right hand and stopped the walk to get ice cubes. When I turned around two cars crashed, where I wanted to cross the road before.
The person I love had
lots of ADC stories before...
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense
an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing,
feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
No
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
No
Did you see the
deceased?
Yes
Elle, Grandmother, I
saw her in the age of ~15 or 16, the age I was when I visited her grave the
first time.
Ute, aunt, I saw her in the age she died, but in the wedding dress she ordered.
Unborn Child, I saw him in the age of 5, when I played with other children, later when he was a teenager when I became one, on a roadside and in the age of ~18, next to the car my dad bought a few days before he died.
Neighbor, a dark, shivering shadow.
Rose, Grandmother just
blurred but with her curly hair she had when she died.
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
Elle, Grandmother, I
saw her in the age of ~15 or 16, the age I was when I visited her grave the
first time.
Ute, aunt, I saw her in the age she died, but in the wedding dress she ordered.
Unborn Child, I saw him in the age of 5, when I played with other children, later when he was a teenager when I became one, on a roadside and in the age of ~18, next to the car my dad bought a few days before he died.
Neighbor, a dark, shivering shadow.
Rose, Grandmother just
blurred but with her curly hair she had when she died.
How
much of the deceased did you see?
all
Did
the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
Elle, Grandmother, I
saw her in the age of ~15 or 16, the age I was when I visited her grave the
first time.
Ute, aunt, I saw her in the age she died, but in the wedding dress she ordered.
Unborn Child, I saw him in the age of 5, when I played with other children, later when he was a teenager when I became one, on a roadside and in the age of ~18, next to the car my dad bought a few days before he died.
Neighbor, a dark, shivering shadow.
Rose, Grandmother just
blurred but with her curly hair she had when she died.
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
None
Is
there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
NR
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the
experience last?
different.
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
sudden
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
Elle, Grandmother,
when I followed her younger self on the graveyard, I didn't feel sad like I
normally do when I enter the gates. I felt free.
When I saw the blurred
figure of the dying neighbor, I was really scared and breathing hard.
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
Ute, I didn't
knew she would marry my uncle soon. No one except them knew.
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
I hadn't drunk anything or took any drugs when they happened.
they seemed to be
happening for real so they sure are!
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
Yes
It was blurred
somehow.
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
difficult
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
When I felt Elle's
presence during a accident I had I knew, I would survive.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Best, I met my
grandmother again and saw my bigger brother growing up besides me.
Worst, I still don't
know why they choose me and not my mother who would need them more.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
they helped me
not to give up easily.
Did you have
any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
Did the experience
give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God,
etc.? Uncertain I believe in a
afterlife, but I don't know if everyone would come back to earth again...
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Was the experience
witnessed or experienced by others?
Yes
Ute, aunt, she
wasn't married to our family, yet. When I was on a class trip a year ago, I saw
her in a wedding dress, leaving the church behind another man.